For those who RP with me;

Angewomons_Lover
Masquerade
Psycho Backlasher
Casey the Demon

...I'm truly sorry. I really want to continue playing, but it seems I felt empty for being here all day, waiting for replies. If you want to continue, kindly inform me in PM and I'll try my best to post a reply.

Thank you for all your support. I really enjoy being here, RPing with you guys, posting a delicious arts for about more than 3 years. So now, I'm fully active in Yiffstar to fill my addiction in RP since I rarely receive a reply here lately, probably you guys starting to feel bored. XD

I will not posting the last 6 images of my girls here XD. You have to visit my DeviantArt/Furaffinity gallery as well as Yiffstar to see them, soon.

So, this is a goodbye then...

Faiz a.k.a Lonely Werewolf a.k.a Metal Renamon a.k.a the great artist in DaD is officially out.

There's just way too much negativity at the forums as of late (And everywhere in general), so here's something uplifting for once.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/space/20091020/s...sovernight


It is a beautiful view and from images I've seen, it's going to be spectacular. As a person interested in astrology, this is an event I'm not going to miss. There's some great instructions in the yahoo page but they forget to mention that such a case is also great chance to bring that special someone of yours for a great, romantic view like only nature can deliver. IN fact, this is an event that is great time to do a proposal to that person if you have had it in your mind.


So, discuss. Are you going to see this take place? Do you find space and the things surrounding our planet exciting? And what are your views on the subject in general.



Nevertheless, I wish everyone will have a happy day and night, no matter what they plan to do.

I swear she over reacts faster than she can chug her fucking booze! Today she said something that was supposed to be a joke. It was an insult type joke. SO I say

"Stop talking about yourself that way." I chuckle. She goes.

"Not even one drink yet and he is starting shit with me! You see this shit?" Then her fucking boy toy (Not my dad but the other one.) goes.

"If you want to be a dick go hang with your brother".

I may look like the bad guy here but hold up. She talks shit about everyone in the family everyone laughs. They laugh at them selfs. I laugh at myself. You make a joke about her she makes the world go ka fucking radada boom. Her boy toy is another story. He is a two face fucker. I mean like this. One minute he hates my mother. The next minute he wants her for sex sex sex. What in the FUCK?!

I do apologize for my language but I am in a VAST AMOUNT OF PAIN. I have been having problems with my legs and sides lately. Well today when I got angry I ran 160 yards. Bad for my sides and legs. I cant feel them to walk but I can feel them for pain. Well I am in pain, Bitch trying to start with me. Then....GOD. I hate my fucking mother. Its hard to give her fucking respect when she treats you like trash.

Oh and here is a kicker. She cares about what I believe in. Religion wise. I bought digital Devil saga. She wanted me to get rid of it because it had a fucking pentagram on it. Who cares? It shows some one has a faith they like.

"Do you stand by what you say?"

"What for fucking freedom of religion? yeah. History bitch!"

She is the main reason why I HATE people. She makes it hard to even try liking others.

OOC: Am I the only one who uses this rant section? I must have a lot to rant about these days. xD

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Another thing is. Why in this household everyone is a two face mother fucker? And a lier too. I mean. They SAY they will keep a secret. Then they blab it out later. Fucking fuck fuck. This sucks. Oh well.

B-day is coming up. I hope it is better than this monstrous week.

So yeah I bought a graphics card a while back and I had issues with installing it. I found out the problem lied withing the software. So I had to goto the main site and download the software and install it after installing the graphics card. I got it to work. And holy crap. I can play halo with shadow/smoke/particles now. Fuck yeah!

Captain Lou Albano died of natural causes at the age of 76. This shocked me to the point that I'm going to put all my projects on hiatus. Things just stopped being funny. If history with the deaths of famous people has proven things correct, I think we'll get the Super Mario Brothers show back though that's not very comforting.


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R.I.P, the only true Super Mario in my heart


Yahoo didn't even tell this as news but milked death of Michael Jackson for over two weeks. I learnt this reading COMEDY SITE. Fuck you Yahoo news.

Even though it has been aproximiny 17 years,would it be considered to be a bad mistake to return to an ex that has seriously hurt you?

He raped me in my ass,I was in my early 20s when this happened.

This is something you really don't want to realize until the last moment in your life. IF you don't have a relationship to uphold. But what about those who don't have one and would love to uphold the commitment to the other? I realize I am an ass a vast amount of the time. I guess its either because of the fact that I am blinded from the world because like every other insane *Or at least half of the mentally incapable. Or at least that's what 90% of my therapists have told me each fucking visit* person that can't think straight or feels like the world is out to get them. Or the fact I am alone and I am now accepting the fact.

My friend. Azul once told me that I don't realize the pain I have either caused others. Or the pain I am inflicting on myself by blinding others away from me. Now I am letting a mental illness rule my social life. Why? Because I have been told that I can not live a regular life. What the fuck is a regular life anyway? I hate people. Yes. I know. Who doesn't? We are blinded by the pure ignorance and Arrogance of others. So we don't even bother to see our image with that person. So I am here. Today as a (so and so) year old turning to a (So and so) year old. I am in school and getting a high education to further my studies and interests on design and art. Do I stop to look for a guy? Or even a girl? No. Why? Because my ignorance is being blissful and blind siding me with no cause what so ever.

Another reason why i dislike the fact of having a relationship is one of a couple reasons. one. I dont what my lover. (Say its a guy) to be hurt by this homophobic world/society and break up with me because the pain is to much for them. Or my mother wants to be a bitch to them like she does everybody else. It's either the world. Or my family. How to I change one or the other? I changed a part of one. But the part of the other isn't so easy.

So. I hate people. But I hate myself for hating people. I hurt myself mentally knowing that I am not going to achieve anything by this.

I can't uphold internet friends. Because they cant hear my voice. If they could hear the tone of my voice they would be able to know when I am joking or when I am serious. Or even the fact that my mood is so.....Messed up. I have been called mentally restarted on this forum. Where? Hell look through posts you will find it somewhere. But the point is. By this observation people would assume this. Because I hate and treat people different. Trolling? I say its another version of saying "Escape from reality" by shadowing my fear of humans and shadowing my hate. Fear and hate. It's the most thing every humans have.

So what do I do? It's not easy to go and "go talk to someone random" I wish it where that easy. But it is not. What do I do is the common question amongst people. I am here. As a equal. Asking what do I do to change myself, my attitude, feelings, and emotions towards others. With all the people who dislike me for what I did. Forget that past for a manner of 10 minutes and try to help. You want to see me change. Now is a time. I am emotionally down. I am incapable of thinking straight. And like every other person of this world. I am not a person to love. Or one to hate. But I am a person who doesn't care. If death happens I just ignore the pain. If something tragic happens I laugh. I am sadistic. But I am human.

So help me. what should I do? What can I do? Explain. I am thinking to deep into this manner. So.... Why not?

And for those who where wondering. Asked my family. They said this.

"Aw you poor fucking thing. Get used to this shit its life."

I responded. "If its life then you shouldn't have 2 husbands and you shouldn't be drinking. You should be getting a job and maintain your own bit instead of keeping 25 dogs and making everyone elses life miserable. But we can't all win can we?"

So as friends (or foes you chose) what should I do?

Does anyone ever use the integrated chat thing? I've checked it a few times.. But no one has ever been there. So yea.. Anyone use it?

Hello again, just dropping a thread to let everyone know i'm back from my state of offlineness.

Just in case i haven't mentioned why i've been absent, i was messing around with my old computer; the IDEA was that i'd put my old computer's motherboard in my new case, but unfortunately whilst unscrewing the motherboard i broke off a componant and rendered the motherboard redundant. Since then i've been buying new parts, filling up my case and learning lots and the final result is quite pleasing. I'll post some pictures of my new rig when i've found time between schoolwork and reinstalling software.

- GMSG.

“Black Gives Way to Blue” is the new album from Alice in Chains. Yes, a new album from Alice in Chains, the first new album in 14 years, it’s for real. Despite Layne Staley not being part of the band (or the living), William DuVall has filled in for him, and Jerry Cantrell, the real brains behind Alice in Chains, is as sharp a songwriter as ever.

1. All Secrets Known: 6/10. This is reminiscent of “Get Born Again” and other Alice in Chains songs with some slower mysticism behind them that aren’t really intended to be rocking singles. This isn’t bad, but it’s more of an introduction.
2. Check My Brain: 10/10. This is the catchiest song on the album. I particularly love the lawnmower riff here. This is the most obvious single, and I’m glad it is a single.
3. Last of My Kind: 7/10. DuVall gets a chance to show off his skills on this one (as opposed to Jerry Cantrell having the lead on most of the other tracks). This is good, and it rocks, but I feel it has some room for improvement.
4. Your Decision: 8/10. If you liked some of the sadder fare on “Degradation Trip,” and I did, this song is for you. The opening especially reminds me of “Angel Eyes,” another great Cantrell song. This isn’t quite as spectacular as “Angel Eyes,” but it should be a successful single.
5. A Looking in View: 6/10. I cannot figure out why this song is a single. It drags on too much, and it doesn’t hold together too well. That being said, there are a lot of cool ideas here, including the super heavy opening riff.
6. When the Sun Rose Again: 8/10. I really like the flavorful choices of background on this one. To me, it almost paints a picture of a desert and the sun rising on it.
7. Acid Bubble: 5/10. In my opinion, this is the weakest song on the album. Other reviewers seem to like it the best, and I can tell a lot of effort went into it, but I just don’t think it holds together very well.
8. Lesson Learned: 9/10. This is probably the second catchiest song on the album, but it takes a little longer to catch. I would give it a perfect score if the lyrics were a little better.
9. Take Her Out: 8/10. A lot of reviewers think this is a weak song, and while I agree that it’s not as deep or memorable as others, it’s still an enjoyable song, and it’s perfectly tolerable for multiple listens, which you can’t say of some of the other tracks on the album.
10. Private Hell: 10+/10. This is the best song on the album, and it’s the best song I’ve heard all year. This combines everything I liked in both Alice in Chains and Jerry Cantrell’s solo work, and it has the best lyrics. It reminds me a lot of “Down in a Hole.”
11. Black Gives Way to Blue: 6/10. This was the only way to end the album, but like the beginning, it’s not really a standout song.

Overall, this is a great album, the best new rock album I’ve heard all year and the most obvious choice for a Grammy. Because Jerry Cantrell does so much of the vocals and uses strategies he tested more on his solo albums, this really sounds more like a Jerry Cantrell album than an Alice in Chains album, but I loved Jerry Cantrell’s solo albums, and this definitely holds its ground with any of them or any Alice in Chains album.