Yeah. So I have to reinstall windows XP pro and a lot of other programs due to a power surge, on a previous installation. So yeah. Gonna be gone all day tomorrow. maybe Sunday too. Hope you guys have a good one till then. : P

What the fuck is going on with the site? Today was this site down or something. Because when I tried to get on this site at my school, it said "Domain not avaiable" or some wierd shit on the screen.

I really fucking hate my theatre arts class--it's a real fucking bitch. It's a class full of immature freeking freshman. Barely enough upperclassmen(11-12), it's so freeking chaotic and everything. Damn. I just listen to my Ipod all the time there, and just do what ever you know.

Yes. I am back. Kinda, just wanted to rant honestly. Well more or less try to get things off of my chest because I am not feeling myself lately. A life without reason is a life without hope? Yes a life without anything isnt a life right? What about a life without love? A life without the most significant other? I don't see the point in relationships a lot of the time. "It's about trust." Really? A relationship is about trust? Then we have been lied too a lot in our life then. "About love," I take it love is "Sex" in your dictionary? "Its about honesty" which falls in the same line as trust, yet again, I repeat. We have been lied to most of our life then. "Its about staying together." Screw that. I like being alone. I don't wanna be with one person my whole life.

"Oh but Ryan, you look through all of this with an unbiased opinion. When will you ever see the true light of love Ryan? What is love to you? Oh you poor sow." Says the enthusiasm of a nobody.

A love to me is a great friendship. There is no sex, no kids, no sad sap stories, no truth, no lies. Its all what you make it. In love we don't need sex, We dont need all the stupidity that romance throws us into making us beleive in nothing than stupidity. First off why in the world should we have to see things in the eyes of an average human being? Screw being average, Screw being normal, screw being the self gratitude persona we pull ourselves to be. I see things differently. I love violence, Riots, fear, all that good stuff. I wish for no one. But I contradict myself at times. I do and dont want someone near me. So maybe I am wrong. But who isnt? Everyone's opinions is wrong. If I am wrong. Then your wrong, then he is wrong, then so on so forth.

Don't show empathy to fakes. Don't feel remorse for when you have an opinion and you hurt someone with it. Don't feel bad if you die. And give your last prayer.

"My Jesus, I place all my sins before you. In my estimation They do not deserve pardon, But I ask you To close your eyes To my want of merit And open them To your infinite merit.
Since you willed To die for my sins, Grant me forgiveness For all of them. Thus, I may no longer feel The burden of my sins, A burden that oppresses me Beyond measure.
Assist me, dear Jesus, For I desire to become good No matter what the cost Take away, destroy, And utterly root out Whatever you find in me That is contrary To your holy will. At the same time, dear Jesus, illumine me So that I may walk in your holy light."

~Prayer for forgiveness.~

"WHAT?! YOU BELIEVE IN GOD? WHAT IS SUCH A MAN?!"

You can mix the theory of science and religion and still get a tasteful cake. Let me give you an example.

The big bang created the planet. Who created the universe? Who created cellular living creatures? Who created humans? Who created the supernova? Who created anything? It is a God. A God we shed doubt on all the time. I am no big religious buff. But we all have our believes.

"WHAT IS YOUR BELIEVE FOR WHEN YOU DIE?!"

when you die your mind and soul go into the heaven or hell of your choice. You make it what you want it. Your created fear is your hell, your created heaven is your paradise. A heaven to me is where all your fav people, fiction or real, shall be there in your own world. All you fav stuff, things, scenes, will be there. Daily. Never ending peace. Never ending hope, Never ending happiness. Thats what it is.

My fucking DSL line/service sucks ass. I have AT&T DSL and it's fucking terrible. Each afternoon, the damn line and phone line shut off, and I can't get a online until at least 20 mins until gets back on--fucking shit.

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I swear to god, I am going to bring this fucking bitch down no matter what the cost.

Last year, I quit my job at Wal-Mart and moved out to South Carolina with my dad. Shit didn't work out there, so in December we moved back to Texas to live with my brother and his psychobitch wife.

That woman just further reinforces my hatred for women. She is aa textbook psychopath, sadist, and murderer-in-training.

I took a job helping her with her "animal rescue", which is basically just hoarding animals. I tried to defend her by flagging posts on various classifieds websites that were badmouthing her, but now...

First off, she kills animals at the slightest whim. Tortures them, too. She seems to take great pleasure in shooting them with a pellet rifle, when they make the slightest noise.

Second, she constantly flies off the handle at not only me, but my brother and my father, as well, despite us helping her. She has threatened to kick me out several times, just because I'm the only one that doesn't take her shit.

My brother got attacked by a feral dog we fostered, so we bought a .22 Rimfire bolt-action rifle, WHICH I PUT IN MY NAME, and now she wants to shoot anything she can with it, despite constant lecturing from everyone else that GUN CONTROL IS VERY REAL. Just because you have it doesn't mean you can use it like a fucking retard. She got pissed and asked why do we even have it.

She constantly abuses animals, and wonders why they end up sick or psychotic. I watched her kick a puppy repeatedly in the ribs, and then say five minutes later that it had parvo because it was pissing blood and throwing up. Anyone with common sense can tell you if you break a few ribs, you WILL puke and piss blood.

And just now, about 30 minutes before I started writing this, She got pissed off at me because I didn't feed the dogs because THEY STILL HAD FOOD. She said that it was all wet and nasty, and that they wouldn't eat it. I told her that they were dogs, that they'd probably eat worse. She told me that if that was the way I wanted to treat my dog, than fine, but not hers. She goes out to refeed them with dry dog food SHE WET DOWN, and then proceeds to go out and shoot them with a BB gun because they were making noise.

That was the last straw.

She makes me look like a criminal because I didn't want to waste dog food, yet she openly abuses them not five minutes after saying that.


Fuck this. I'm going back to South Carolina as soon as I can.

I know this has pissed off fellow animal lovers here, so here is what I ask from you. You do not have to do this, But any help would be great in pulling this bitch down off of her pedestal.

When I get away from here, I will drop dox. Here, Craigslist, 4chan, FA forums, everywhere. In turn, Send it to the ASPCA, Ft. Bend County, Harris County, and Matagorda County Animal Control, PETA, The IRS(bitch doesn't pay taxes), her Probation Officer(on Probation, too), Townewest Homeowners Association, anyone else you can think of.


...I hate doing this to my brother, but I can't stand to let her do this to any animals anymore.


BTW, I'll also include the locations of the animals she buried in the backyard.

Don't let this bitch Harm another dog or cat. I've done enough damage by helping her.

Catcher in the Rye author, J.D. Salinger passed away yesterday at the age of 91.

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Regardless of the debated concerning the potency of antioxidants and such I though this might be of interest to some.

Milk Products may Destroy Antioxidant Benefits in Fruits, Vegetables and Grains
To be honest, I prefer a well balanced meal over the speculative benefits of eating fruits and vegetables separately.

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