Yeah, I own a DA account. Despite the effort I gave in drawing, I have the feeling people seem to pass over me and prefer those who have 100k plus views. Sometimes, others just Fave. By me, it's okay..But there's some who're in my watchlist and long time buddies that once always gave their Comments before faving a Deviation, but now they just Fave and leave.

I am starting to get sick and pissed of DA. Are those only popular will have their way and always get the good stuff there? While those under appreciated despite their best efforts get ignored, or worse, trampled?

I'm sick, sick, SICK! I've had enough! Maybe I should no longer be a total goody good shoes anymore.

My 21st birthday is going to be on the 22nd. Hopefully it'll be a smash hit for me, since it's only gonna happen once. ^^; Usually only my family ever remembers my birthday...

8D One thing I already know is gonna happen, is that for supper that night, we're having pizza twist. It's basically braiding some bread together, with pizza stuff mixed in; pepperoni, olives, cheese, the works. ^^ With some pizza sauce on the side to dip it in. And I always ask for an ice cream cake as my birthday cake.

If you could find a catch phrase that you believe would be suitable for you, or if you just like saying it, what would it be?


I'd probably have something like "This is funtastically adventurous in every direction of pi."


Shira: Or you just make up crap.

Venin: Well, you're not--

Shira: LIES!!

Venin...right.

I don't know where else to put this.

I am looking for a webhosting site,that will allow me to have a forum/message board,and 2 open spots on the home/front page for a webcomic and/or a flash cartoon.


Sort of like the VG Cats & Homestar Runner sites,but combined.

What is your advice?

My fucking high school counselor is a real bitch. She wouldn't give a fucking reconemendation for a UO(University of Oregon) scholarship. FUCKING BITCH pisses me off right now, the fucking scholarship is due tomorrow. It pisses me off right now. Fucking tightwad bitch.

This isn't some insecure thread, normally I wouldn't care what others think of me.
However, I am currently in a problematic situation where I must plead for assistance from these forums.
So, how would you describe me by this point?

Living. A very great thing about life is living. Yet I have seen it as another way to get angry at other people and shield myself away from others to prevent them from understanding me. Which like my brother has told me "People fear what they cannot understand." Which I have all the reason to beleive this. I am not easily understood leaving me empty and alone. Without a good friend. Without a good relationship.

A friendship to me is having the same liking as another. Where you would want to hang out with that person daily. Becoming the friend you know and love for life. All my childhood friends don't even know me anymore. I currently have one great friend, but it seems as if I treat him like crap. Yet I understood. That is why I wanted to change my life. This year, 2010. Its going to be a big one. Because a lot of big life changes are going to hit me this year. With finishing school and such. But that is not why I want to change. Oh no.

I put out a bad image on me to make you guys think bad of me at times. And at times I do feel left right out of the crowd. No not the friendship crowd. But the crowd of where people give they're honest opinions. I releases a thread with an idea of a story, my good friend posts in it. Thats it. I make a thread showing my sigs and a gift to my friend Joel. no replies. Don't get me wrong I know activity is a virtue. But to be inactive for some odd days kinda gets boring. I am not trying to be an ass about this. But I want people's opinions that way I know what I can do to make the things better. Don't a lot of people?

But to be honest I really made this thread for advice. To those who can help. I've been having a lot of mental problems lately. Not being able to maintain a daily stamina. Barley maintaining a daily socialization. But I don't know what to do. I want to have a better friendship. Or at least a relationship.....But what can I do?

Alright, I had this idea that in this thread you'd post funny, interesting or plain WTF videos, but after some checking, you can't post the videos themselves here for some reason, but instead maybe we could post links here instead.

Now, what's behind the link will basicly be determined by the one who posted it, so....some trust is obviously involved that the link won't lead to some nasty video or something, that makes us lose our lunches.

I'll take the first step, because I'm so brave :P

Found this video earlier, and still giggling from it. Anyone familiar or plays Team Fortress 2 will no doubt find this very amusing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=639y7fweU...r2-2r-1-HM

Forgot to mention I started my work season exactly 16 days ago. That means, to those who don't know, that I'll be absent for most of the day unless by some wonder we get the net in there re-established or something.

Very little likely considering the PC I work with uses Windows 98 and it's nearly impossible for it to work well with a D-Link Wi-Fi USB Adaptor, or so the technicians keep telling me.

In other words, I'll be here for a maximum of 2 hours daily, not counting the time I take to shower, dinner and get ready for the next day. Work is kinda brutal when you're working at 34 celcius, morning to night, but at least I'll get the cash which is all that matters, really. That and the pretty girls in bikini I get to chat with everytime they need anything from the restbar.

Oh yeah, suddenly working 11 hours every day of the week with absolutely no day off sounds charming.

Either way, sorry I didn't say so before, I suppose I've made some people wait, specially in ZT2. Will get down to that soon.

Well, i just the final word and it looks like my parents are getting a divorce. So, i'll mope around for a day or so and be back to my old self on thursday.