I have a juicy and possibly serious sex-filled lemon about Wizardmon with a female human who starts off diguised as a boy. But first,I have some questions.

Should I try to send my fanfiction through the updater link,or should I just post it on the forums? (I have no idea if the updater problem was solved)

Should I go ahead and send/post it,or is it better if I write it down as a rough draft in my notebook first. (right now,this lemon is in my mind)

Uhm, yeah, my computer's virus thingy ran out, so i haven't been able to get online for a while.

Just so folk don't think i was totally flaky on all the RPs i was in, y'know?


Anyway, it's nice to be back.

I know everyone missed me a whole lot, it must've been hard.



On a side note, i think this is the first time i've ever posted a thread in general chat. It's a shame it's such a lame thread. Oh man, i suck at life.


So, like, bye. x

I'm soon to enter the 3rd year in College, and I'm starting to crack down on the bullshit that I have to deal with at home.

My brother isn't doing anything in his life, and to top it off, he constantly interrupts my fucking work to do stuff for him. So far, I've spent more time doing things for him than I have schoolwork, and I can't do it anymore. I need to really pick up the pace in the next year, and that means not dealing with his bullshit.

I'm already being yelled at home because I need to pick up whatever my brother won't do, like feed the dogs, while I'm at school actually trying to get ahead in life.

My Leaving Certificate Examinations started yesterday, June 3, 2009, Wednesday. Despite my teachers, my parents and even my classmates reminding me to study weeks prior to the start of the exams, I did nothing of the sort.

So yesterday, I did honors level English, paper one, imaginative composition. It was tedious, but not hard. I'm certain I didn't get a very high score as I lacked sleep and couldn't be very imaginative. The exam started at 9:45AM, and ended at 12:30PM. On my way home, I decided to study for my honors level English, paper two, which is about poetry, plays and several novels... many of which I've read only once.

When I got home, I changed my clothes and instead went to the cinema and watched "Angels and Demons". I returned home totally stoked and tired. I fell asleep and woke up at 1 FREAKING A.M. in the morning, THURSDAY. JUNE 4, 2009. I studied nothing, and I am going to FAIL!!

I dump all my English books, novels, poetry books, notes and past exam papers all over my bed ('Macbeth', 'The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night Time', 'Philadelphia, Here I come!', 'Cinema Paradiso' notes, notes on six poems by Elizabeth Bishop, Michael Longley and Derek Walcott, each!) and look at them. Overwhelmed by panic, I desperately tried to take in as much information as I could, fueled by an entire bottle of Coca Cola: Zero.

2:12AM. Everything was on the floor, and I lay in bed, masturbating violently and yelling "OH GOD!! OH GOD!! I'M SO GONNA GET RAPED BY THAT EXAM!! OH GODDD!! IF ONLY IT WERE POSTPONED!! I'D FREAKING PASS THAT MOTHERFUCKER!!"

After climaxing all over my headboard (turns out, stress improves the intensity of orgasms!), around 3:42AM, daddy calls from work and says that the exam papers for ordinary and honors English paper 2 had been leaked.

Basking in the afterglow of my desperation, panic, mild arousal and awe, I got a moment of epiphany concerning me and my study habits.

It is 5:07AM and I am posting this irrelevant and totally pointless thread for the sake of chatting. Its not a rant! I'm just in so much awe and wonder right now that I had to share it! Also, my right hand's tired and sore from all that turbo-pump action, so I sort of can't do anything else.

...So, do you guys have any past experiences involving stress and/or exams you can share? Or any problems that seemed to have vanished just when you were dreading them the most?

This thread is made so people can talk about their favorite music,cd's,midis,mp3's,and amv's.

The first song in the spotlight is Undo of Fullmetal Alchemist,I could listen to that for hours.

i'll be joining the navy in about a month.
and I probably won't be on a computer anytime soon after june 25 (thats when i am shipping out).
so i might not be on for awile. Don't kill my acount please.

Seriously. I hate my life.

First off, it is hot. I mean blast furnace hot. The little box fan I run, because I don't want to run my window unit on the neighbor's power, and trip their breaker box, and cause a bunch of crap on that end.

Trying to sleep through this Hellish heat doesn't work. I go to work tired as fuck and dehydrated because of the heat.

Work. Yet again, this is causing me problems.

They're disallowing overtime, to the point of threatening termination. To further reinforce this point, they're cutting our hours. I only got 30 hours this week. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna lose my health insurance behind this. It makes me wonder why they even slate me as a full-time employee. That, and I don't think I'm gonna make it past the 90 day point, and earn my employee discount.

Finances. Because of the cutting of my hours, my pay has dropped. Suprise suprise. And my stupid, overly hopeful ass put down money on a shotgun the other day. $80 that could've went to food. Not to mention I still have to pay $270 on the fucker before I can even take it home. God, I'm such a fucking retard.

I had to sell my rifle. After paying $250 for it, I only got $120 for it. Now I have two boxes of obselete ammunition that I can't sell, or even use. Two boxes of ammo that cost me $60.

I have a pounding headache, and I should be asleep right now. But it's too damn hot to sleep. I am so tempted to use the $120 I got to last me until my dad gets paid on a hotel room for tonight. A/C, Cable TV, a hot shower, a bed that isn't soggy in my sweat.

At the cost of privacy. Seriously. I don't need my dad a few feet away from me without a wall dividing the space.

...god, my head hurts...

...and I'm sticky with sweat.

I swear, if things don't get better soon, I'm gonna scream.

Well its not necessarily an issue that is life-threatening or anything, and thankfully enough I'm not posting here because of arguing with someone or anything like that. Its mostly because I need consoling; I am currently dating someone really sweet and all that is just one of the nicest guys ever, but at the same time there's someone else who I had a really strong attraction and liking to as well. :(

Now of course I won't cheat or as they say 'have an affair' or anything but this is killing me. I really like the person I'm with right now but I also like this other guy who I always had considered like a best friend and showed heavy interest in me. The thing is I get jealous whenever he RPs with someone else -yes I just hinted it might be someone on here, don't say any names-, and after I told him I was going out with someone things haven't been the same.

Ugh, I don't know if I need advice or just need someone to console me, maybe both. :\ Its just really painful to endure because I care about the both of them, and I had to pick from between them. And even though it was a win-win situation in terms of being with someone really sweet, it was also win-lose because the other person would have been seriously hurt.. ugh..

~Shadow

PS: Oh btw, on a slightly positive note, yay to summer coming next week?

Man okay. This was happening a bit ago but now its just plain out giving me a head ache. Okay one of my friends is pissed at me for being friends with someone he hates. So he quit talking to me. Now when i PM/E-mail him he fails to respond. Now this isnt different than any other time. But this is where the fact i would have to chose who i would be friends with. So i told him "Why the fuck do i hang with you then?" Then he says for me to calm down then we can talk. Its been lets see....4 days and i have been calm. I even told him i am calm. But no this is how it worked out. He blocked my AIM Yahoo, MSN just because i like hanging with someone he hates. *sigh* Man if people could get any moronic i would be amazed that even i live in such non sense. Ah well.

Welp, I'm on my sisters computer before she gets home from school or where ever she may be. But I'm just letting a few ppl who know me know that I might be gone for a little bit, sorry folks. Thats all I have time for.