Yeah, well I went to that party last night, and it was one hell of a damn party.
First, it wasn't really a party, there were just a few people. The girls, including the horny one, showed up, but left fairly quickly. I didn't get any action from her before she left, but I got some action from someone else there. My buddies roomie. Yeeeeeeah, that was interesting. So heres the scoop:
We were all drinking, no biggie, she had joked a couple times about me not being offended if she wanted to make out with me, I said "I wouldn't mind that at all." Well we all ended up finishing the drinking night at my buddies job, a bar. Where me and her chatted up about this and that. We got back to their place, my buddy went to bed and then she walked up to me. "So you wanna sleep on the couch or..." *gestures to her room*. Of course I picked room.
Anyway, it comes down to the fact that, because I met this amazing person - someone I haven't connected with in such a way in quite a while - that I'm not quite a virgin anymore...I say not quite because she "hooked us up" (haha), but I didn't do much cause of the lack of condom (I may have been drunk, but I'm not stupid).
The funny thing is it didn't make as much of a change as I expected, I don't mean that in a bad way, it was definately awesome, I just think I was building it up in my head...and I bet it's because it didn't quite go to the end, because I ended up sleeping on the couch anyway lol.
You know though, I thought if I'd give in and do it (even a little) with just somebody I wasn't dating, that I'd feel...shallow, but I was wrong. She's an amazing girl and I was lucky to meet her, I hope I get to see more of her in the future cause she's really cool. One of the coolest things too, I'm sick of most teenage girls (no offense to any ladies out there) but she's like 3 years older than me.