07-12-2006, 12:20 AM
Well, I haven't posted in a bit, so I think it's fitting that I do so with a nice rant, cause that's what I do.
So I went out to dinner last night with some friends from work and my sister, who works with us. It was nice and all but I was the target of pretty much every joke and insult. Then comes up the fact that my sister's friend (a girl there at dinner with us, who works with us) was drunk one night she was staying over, and came into my room and said she was going to sleep in my bed. I told her "I don't think my parents would appreciate that" for two reasons 1) I have enough respect for my parents who let me live at home free of charge as I work through college and 2) I just really didn't want her to sleep in my bed. So anyway, that little story comes up and everyone laughs, and then she tells me "I'm just trying to further the cause" and I asked "What cause is that?" "The get you laid cause."
Well guys I'm still a virgin, and it's by choice. So finding out that everyone at work is working behind my back, especially like that, makes me angry, because on top of that, when I'm told to loosen up (which yeah, I'm sure I could do well to relax more at work, but when I'm the only one working it pisses me off) they tell me "Yeah go get laid."
No one seems to understand that I chose not to have sex with my ex, and I'm not going to hop in bed with some random person, especially a girl that's probably had more penis than a pornstar.
I don't mean to make her sound like a whore, she's more of a floozy, a good person but waaaaay to "touch me." So I don't know. I don't feel bad for not doing anything with her (even though we all know she wants me), but I just can't believe the people I thought were friends, and my own sister even, would think so lowly of me. And then they tell me I need to party...uh then invite me to one. I'm a bit stressed at work, I don't hate life.
So I went out to dinner last night with some friends from work and my sister, who works with us. It was nice and all but I was the target of pretty much every joke and insult. Then comes up the fact that my sister's friend (a girl there at dinner with us, who works with us) was drunk one night she was staying over, and came into my room and said she was going to sleep in my bed. I told her "I don't think my parents would appreciate that" for two reasons 1) I have enough respect for my parents who let me live at home free of charge as I work through college and 2) I just really didn't want her to sleep in my bed. So anyway, that little story comes up and everyone laughs, and then she tells me "I'm just trying to further the cause" and I asked "What cause is that?" "The get you laid cause."
Well guys I'm still a virgin, and it's by choice. So finding out that everyone at work is working behind my back, especially like that, makes me angry, because on top of that, when I'm told to loosen up (which yeah, I'm sure I could do well to relax more at work, but when I'm the only one working it pisses me off) they tell me "Yeah go get laid."
No one seems to understand that I chose not to have sex with my ex, and I'm not going to hop in bed with some random person, especially a girl that's probably had more penis than a pornstar.
I don't mean to make her sound like a whore, she's more of a floozy, a good person but waaaaay to "touch me." So I don't know. I don't feel bad for not doing anything with her (even though we all know she wants me), but I just can't believe the people I thought were friends, and my own sister even, would think so lowly of me. And then they tell me I need to party...uh then invite me to one. I'm a bit stressed at work, I don't hate life.