07-31-2006, 02:02 PM
w00t! Go Dreamer! Go Collin! Speak your minds....OK I'm done. Anyways, Dreamer is going through a hard time and i don't know what the fuck your problem is, 'Mr. Big T' Suicide and depression is nothing to make fun about. I remember that time with Collin...I was by his side through the whole thing whether he realized it or not. I was always trying to make it better..but sometimes made it worse...*cries* I remember toward the end...that one crisis..Collin, I still feel responsible for making it worse..it made me feel like shit. *crying my eyes out* I didn't want to remember this. I hated myself for it...and Collin...that's actually the reason why I branded myself..*still crying*
OK let's just get to the point...
I respected Collin for what he went through. I never thought it was funny...I went through it so many times from 5th grade until...well...not too long ago. I know what it feels like. I listen to everyone's problems...I try to help as much as I can. Depression and suicide...no laughing matter. If people know that you think suicide and depression is funny...it makes it worse for the person going through it. Believe me...I know.
Everything you love to do...people that you care about...it just doesn't seem to matter anymore. I always worried people because I was always so depressed. Which reminds me....Collin...you remember that time at Taco Bell before PRIDE...I was crying my eyes out...I was worried about you.
Anyways..Everyone has been there at some point in their lives. It sucks. So like Collin said...if one day your in the same position as Dreamer...I won't give a fuck about it.
*hugs Dreamer* No one deserves to be treated like that. I'm sorry about the stuff that you are going through. I hope you can get through it soon.
And as for you, Collin...*pounces on you and kisses you and runs away* You can't catch me...again...neener neener neener!! :P
OK let's just get to the point...
I respected Collin for what he went through. I never thought it was funny...I went through it so many times from 5th grade until...well...not too long ago. I know what it feels like. I listen to everyone's problems...I try to help as much as I can. Depression and suicide...no laughing matter. If people know that you think suicide and depression is funny...it makes it worse for the person going through it. Believe me...I know.
Everything you love to do...people that you care about...it just doesn't seem to matter anymore. I always worried people because I was always so depressed. Which reminds me....Collin...you remember that time at Taco Bell before PRIDE...I was crying my eyes out...I was worried about you.
Anyways..Everyone has been there at some point in their lives. It sucks. So like Collin said...if one day your in the same position as Dreamer...I won't give a fuck about it.
*hugs Dreamer* No one deserves to be treated like that. I'm sorry about the stuff that you are going through. I hope you can get through it soon.
And as for you, Collin...*pounces on you and kisses you and runs away* You can't catch me...again...neener neener neener!! :P
