07-30-2006, 09:44 PM
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damn this year is going so good, now that you look at it from a different veiw...it sucks.
as for advice...do not kill yourself. sure it may end the stress, but it will give even more stress to others, like for instance your mom. trust me, I think tons of things over, like this situation but in a different way, shocking what a few hours of quiteness and hard thinking can do, I fell like killing myself or killing others just cause I fell like it, but I go through with it in my mind.
in the end everyone will be sad, sure, then they'll be over it and remember the good stuff they did with you. if everything works out then enjoy it, cause like the saying goes..."be careful what you wish for...you just might get it" for instance your walking minding your own bussiness then all of a sudden a big trucker runs you three inches into the pavement.
I know I make no sense but I guaranty that once you get it, you will see things in a new light. I have no girlfriends cause most here are my cousins, and no one to really call a friend for like 500 miles or so.
just keep in mind though the DaD is here and not moving, hopefully, for a long time.
damn this year is going so good, now that you look at it from a different veiw...it sucks.
as for advice...do not kill yourself. sure it may end the stress, but it will give even more stress to others, like for instance your mom. trust me, I think tons of things over, like this situation but in a different way, shocking what a few hours of quiteness and hard thinking can do, I fell like killing myself or killing others just cause I fell like it, but I go through with it in my mind.
in the end everyone will be sad, sure, then they'll be over it and remember the good stuff they did with you. if everything works out then enjoy it, cause like the saying goes..."be careful what you wish for...you just might get it" for instance your walking minding your own bussiness then all of a sudden a big trucker runs you three inches into the pavement.
I know I make no sense but I guaranty that once you get it, you will see things in a new light. I have no girlfriends cause most here are my cousins, and no one to really call a friend for like 500 miles or so.
just keep in mind though the DaD is here and not moving, hopefully, for a long time.