07-22-2006, 03:38 AM
His birthday is on November 8th, hes a scorpio. Oh, my birthday is on August 29th, YAY!!!!! My brother(spirit) wants to have a party for me on here.That would be great but I don't want him to go through all of that trouble for me.I'll be 17,Yay!!! I'm just sad a little bit because I feel like all of the friends I have around here don't really care, if the day passed it wouldn' t matter to them and that makes me depressed.I've been going through a lot lately and well, it doesn't help.I sort of had a panic attack last night and my spirit brother was the only one calming down, the only one there. I feel so hopeless, I'm so depressing and sad most of the time that I don't think anyone really cares about me anymore and wants to be around me as much and like my bro says, solitude is not what I need because it gives me more time to contemplate suicide, and that's not good. It seems so easy to die though.... it's all because of him.... my ex,