01-15-2006, 07:51 AM
senjuro: Thank you so much......*hugs you* Yeah, me too, but I've talked a lot about the funny things he did and the ways he was fortunate with my mother, and I looked many times at the pics when he was happy and playful,and I can think of him in a less painful way. Guess I was kinda doing like shadowknight with the memory box things (Here I answered you, shadowknight). BTW, how much did he live? When my doggy died, I realized that, no matter how much I mourned my grandparents, all beings have to die. My grandpa was 82 and my grandma 76 when they died, so you can say that though they could have lived longer, they did live about what is expected from a person. But not my doggy...he could have lived the double of what he did.....sigh......
Umm....just like what you said to me, I say to you: I will always lend an ear if you need me...so PM me if you need to talk. (I prefer YIM though cuz it's difficult for me to answer many long mails in a row and many people have started hating me for doing so....*looks nervously at both sides*
Oh, and we sure can feel low.....Most of us, or maybe all of us are outsiders in one or another way, so we always fight a struggle that most people don't. How can't we be depressed? We have a base of depression.
Umm....just like what you said to me, I say to you: I will always lend an ear if you need me...so PM me if you need to talk. (I prefer YIM though cuz it's difficult for me to answer many long mails in a row and many people have started hating me for doing so....*looks nervously at both sides*
Oh, and we sure can feel low.....Most of us, or maybe all of us are outsiders in one or another way, so we always fight a struggle that most people don't. How can't we be depressed? We have a base of depression.