01-14-2006, 02:08 AM
I tend to not bother being down too much. I don't know how. I just give myself other things to be exited about. Like, clothes. Or computers. Those are fun. For example, today I donned a trilby and bought a fake cigerette and spoke with an american accent. Little bits of fun, philosophy, and occupation combine to one giant ball of happiness. The last time I felt really down, was one week during December, a fortnight before Christmas, when it was that one year anniversary of a huge rejection. I'm fine, now. And I plan on continuing to be happier than is healthy. Although, I was rather down, one night in the holidays, when I realised I was the lowest rated (at 0.00) on the DHZ.