I'm alone.

[MagusKnight]

Yes. I know. Who doesn't? We are blinded by the pure ignorance and Arrogance of others.
Because my ignorance is being blissful and blind siding me with no cause what so ever.

If you are ignorant, then wouldn't you be ignorant to ignorance?

So. I hate people. But I hate myself for hating people. I hurt myself mentally knowing that I am not going to achieve anything by this.

You think too much, you're not sadistic. Sadistic means you'd enjoy this activity.

further my studies and interests on design and art.

called mentally restarted on this forum.

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So what do I do?

It's not easy to go and "go talk to someone random" I wish it where that easy. But it is not.

It IS that easy, that's how I made my first friend.

change myself, my attitude, feelings, and emotions towards others.
So help me. what should I do? What can I do? Explain. I am thinking to deep into this manner. So.... Why not?

Once again, too much thinking.

If none of those comments helped, then isolationism fixes everything here. Hardcore isolationism, throw everyone and everything out of your life.

further my studies and interests on design and art.

Focus every last bit of energy on this, nothing else. But, that's my style. I can't wait until I leave the world. :)