08-10-2004, 12:30 PM
Self discovery... ahh that was fun.
Let's see... I'm not really sure when I snapped but I know I did. Basic downward spiral of "gonna kill myself" this and "gonna kill them all" that. Got over that but still was stuck in lonerville until I snapped again. I WAS on a pity trip. NO ONE made fun of me at all in high school. Not one person did anything of major standing and I think deep down I missed the attention I got from eveyone even if it was for their pity amusement. It was all ME. And at that thought I snapped for the better.
I looked in the mirror one day and knew exactly who was looking at me. Well, not "exactly" persay but I had a pretty good idea who it was.
I'm a clown. I was put upon this earth to make people laugh by being completely nuts and insanity can take the beating that comedy sometimes asks for.
(Looks down at the baseball sized patch of no skin on his knee) The guys laughed for ten minutes straight and that was a good day.
Let's see... I'm not really sure when I snapped but I know I did. Basic downward spiral of "gonna kill myself" this and "gonna kill them all" that. Got over that but still was stuck in lonerville until I snapped again. I WAS on a pity trip. NO ONE made fun of me at all in high school. Not one person did anything of major standing and I think deep down I missed the attention I got from eveyone even if it was for their pity amusement. It was all ME. And at that thought I snapped for the better.
I looked in the mirror one day and knew exactly who was looking at me. Well, not "exactly" persay but I had a pretty good idea who it was.
I'm a clown. I was put upon this earth to make people laugh by being completely nuts and insanity can take the beating that comedy sometimes asks for.
(Looks down at the baseball sized patch of no skin on his knee) The guys laughed for ten minutes straight and that was a good day.