I can still be angry.

[tigerlily]

What Ray said. That is not called caring, that is called neglect. Neglect is the reason you're so pissed off, because you've had to bottle it up until now. Well, just keep the outburst up! That's how I get something off my system, although I kinda take about 2 hours of being concentrated in it as if it was gonna be the end of the world (emo) and then I just laugh about it as if it had never happened. Then again, your stuff is a kinda lot more complicated than my emotional stuff. Buuuut the methods don't differ, at the least.

Hey, if you gotta whine, then whine, it's like you said, it's not gonna make your problem any better if you are made out to act tough against something that really has you up and about, and that you simply can't bear with (At first at least). I hate surgeries, only been in three in my life, only one was life-threatening, but that gave me all the reasons I needed to hate hospitals, clinics and docs. I still like young nurses, though.

Well I'll be your nurse ;D and you can become my patient anytime<3 ;D