I can still be angry.

[DerrlisRevived]

I know exactly how you feel, minus the broken leg part. As for the surgery, yes, it's f reaky and scary, but if you talk with someone you care about before they put you under, you'll feel a bit better. Or, you can listen to your friends for encouragement, be they here or in the real world.

Complaining, or just yelling, can help you release your pent up anger at a non-living thing. I find that after I rant and scream, I feel calm again.

I hope all goes well in your surgery. :)