01-09-2007, 06:16 AM
That's the point, though. I can't just think of the good time. I mean, whenever I start hearing or thinking stuff about his FUNERAL or even him in particular, then I immediately start to become speechless and such soppy stuff.
And, I dare to think how I would be if I really GO to the Funeral. So... anyhow, it's this Thursday... I'm still trying to think of a message that I want to pass on so it can still be read. I want to at least say something for my grandfather. And, you know, without him, I probably wouldn't be the person I am today, since he made that much of an impact on me.
The hard part is true....
I still knew that I could've seen him one last time in the last five days of his life. I last saw him on Christmas. That's why I grieve. Most people the chance to see people before they die, yet I was not given the chance to see him till he did. Isn't that a reason to feel like this?
And, I dare to think how I would be if I really GO to the Funeral. So... anyhow, it's this Thursday... I'm still trying to think of a message that I want to pass on so it can still be read. I want to at least say something for my grandfather. And, you know, without him, I probably wouldn't be the person I am today, since he made that much of an impact on me.
Renamon_S3 Wrote:I bet your grandpa would tell you to cheer up, even though it may be hard.
The hard part is true....
DragonMasterX Wrote:When he died, he surely knew that all of his family cared about him, so that must be making him feel happy wherever he is now, and you can feel happy for him instead of sob, you are one of them, who is making him happy, there.
I still knew that I could've seen him one last time in the last five days of his life. I last saw him on Christmas. That's why I grieve. Most people the chance to see people before they die, yet I was not given the chance to see him till he did. Isn't that a reason to feel like this?
