12-31-2006, 08:59 AM
That's really really bad. At least you know you care a lot about him. When he died, he surely knew that all of his family cared about him, so that must be making him feel happy wherever he is now, and you can feel happy for him instead of sob, you are one of them, who is making him happy, there.
New year is just a festivity for me, I say my wishes, eat till I can't move, help my childy cousin with his fireworks, then drink till I can't move, again.
New year is just a festivity for me, I say my wishes, eat till I can't move, help my childy cousin with his fireworks, then drink till I can't move, again.