Konnyanyachiwa minna-san! I'm Ichigo and Chocolate, a hardcore otaku as well as a large hentai fan. Since Digimon is one of my favorite animes I have seen this site before and hung around here. But because of school and all, I wasn't able to join till just recently. Anywho, I'm happii to be here and...*sweatdrops* for those of you who couldn't tell, I am a girl. *heh* So-

Ja ne for now~

http://www.winternet.com/~mikelr/flame1.html
a list of people on MBs
I ran across some of them once

I'm not going to even try and say I'm a good person, but I don't think I'm actually a bad person either. I hope those of you who read this will find some explanation for the difficulty I've been having in judging the October (Tragedy) Contest, let alone sharing those results.

First off, in the middle of October, last month, my mom came back from a business trip, I lost my wallet (which had every piece of ID that I need), and I found out that my parents are almost definitely going to separate with the coming of the new year. Compound that with a bout of depression and my realizing that would probably mean a divorce, and October was a horrible month. I didn't have much to give to anyone outside of my immediate family and close offline friends until about two weeks ago, whenn I realized I had missed my own deadline for the contest.

Then, I was going into a chat room last week and my mother saw me there, and we're talking about one of the "adult" chat rooms. She feels obligated to warn her friends there to protect her son (I'm fucking 20 for the sake of all that is human), and to warn me that I shouldn't be in that kind of room. Of course, with her being the problem, I'm already not speaking to her unless it's necessary, so all my old high school defenses come up and I just nod and say "Okay." Then, with my hopes high and set on getting to the GED this week, I find out that my new Social Security card won't come until about now, or sometime next week even, not to worry about my state photo ID.

And then next month I need to take the GED, find a job that isn't a Paper Route, and I don't have much left to give even myself, let alone family or others. I will try to hold a Christmastime Friendship contest here, but I cannot guarantee anything. And with the situations I'm in right now... Some of those tragedy stories are still giving me a hard time, because of how bad I feel like my life is. Support is what I need right now, and I'm not certain I can offer a prompt solution to the Christmas contest, if I even do hold it. If I do decide to hold it, I will post the guidlines next week Friday or Saturday.

I'm sorry about the scores, but I haven't finished judging the October Contest myself, so as soon as I do, I will share them. I will say in advance that Lord Archive's <i>Courage</i> has the best score I've ever given in a contest, so he will probably be the winner. This may be one of the last times I'm active here for a good while, so I'll make sure to finish these scores before I actually leave.

There should be a separate forum just for jokes and humor not related to Digimon.

The teacher of a 5 year old girl had commented she has a cute dimple when she smiles. When she went to her mom, she said "My teacher said I have cute nipples!"

Hello child protection service...

And the waters will rise and the dam will burst,
Any day now, any day.
And the first will be last and the last be first,
Any day now, any day.
When a million hands will be untied,
A million doors and windows will be opened wide...

Well, it's finally happened. Despite the death grip that the bible-fucking religious right now holds over our country, Massachusetts has legalized gay marriage, thus becoming the first state to do so. And we managed to do it despite being governed by a Mormon (who, I might add, is seriously pissed off right now). The state's highest court has ruled that it is discrimination for state officials to refuse to hand out marriage licenses to gay couples. Thus, in 6 months, unless Gov. Romney somehow manages to overrule the decision (which isn't very likely), every gay couple in the state will be allowed to get married.

The best part is watching all the right-wing pricks piss and moan about it, because, unless they can come up with some smart way to justify denying marriage licenses to gays that doesn't involve the usual argument that marriage is "a sacred institution between a man and a woman", gay marriage will be legalized in MA, and then they will only be able to stop it by amending the constitution, which is damn near impossible.

Of course, Bush has already vowed to "defend the sanctity of marriage", because, as the War Against Terror has taught us, he is a fucking moron. But he can't really do anything, since only congress can amend the constitution, and that can take up to 6 years, and, assuming that America is not filled with morons, Bush won't still be in office in 6 years.

Ah, Massachusetts. Our state was the first to rebel against the British, we were the first state to give slaves their freedom, and now, we're legalizing gay marriage. We ought to change our motto to: "Massachusetts - Stirring up political shit since the 17th century"

i am a weregarurumon looking for a master to serve and pleasure and just to let you i am somewhat young and untrained but willing to learn, has a good heart, and its in the right place, a litle over eager perhaps, my patience mignt not be the best but that can be improved with time! im me at bladestriker2000@yahoo.com

This is a place where you can just rant on and on about stuff nobody cares about, right? Well, this isn't some kind of depression thing, but this is just something I need to say somewhere for myself. Replies won't matter much. This will be free-flowing, saying what comes to my mind. I will not remove anything, so this is all what goes through my head.

My story begins in high school, when for the most part, I considered myself to be straight. I had a good friend there named Tim in every year. We even rode the same bus together every year. Because I was so close to him, he came out to me during Sophomore year as being bisexual (he pretty much recognizes himself as gay now, though he knows he still has some attraction to women). About a year later, because he knew what it was like, I came out to him as being bi as well. During Senior year, I started to become attracted to him, even going as far as love. I wasn't sure that it was love for a while, but after thinking about the things I would do for him, I became convinced. He never returned my affections, but that doesn't matter to me.
After high school ended, however, I was faced with a very grim problem: most friendships in high school end with the school life. I definitely didn't want that to happen. Thanks to instant messengers, I was able to keep in contact with him all the time, and I tried to meet him whenever I could, whether it be at his house or at our local game store. However, when that closed and he was starting to have no time for company, we grew apart.
The game store has reopened since then, and now that he rejects his past obsession with MUD gaming, he went there yesterday. I went there as well, simply to meet him, and I was so happy. It was the first time I had seen him in a long time, and the heart shouldn't be made to suffer so long. I hope that now he has more time available and our meeting place is back, I can see him some more and spend more time with him.
I really don't know if he will ever feel the same way toward me, or if he will even try. Generally, it doesn't matter too much to me, but as I said, the heart shouldn't be made to suffer so long. I want to be with him as much as possible, partly because I love him, and partly because I want him to love me, too. I don't know what to do, though. I know I have to respect his wishes and not take the next move, if there is one at all.
That makes it all the more depressing, though, because he hasn't expressed interest in persuing a relationship with me. There's also a girl that he somewhat likes as it is. :( OH TIM!!!! This cat is being teased by a mouse inside the whole just outside of the cat's reach! The cat wants to get the mouse so badly, but he can never reach it! I NEED YOU TIM!!!
:( As was said in Gravitation, "nothing hurts quite like unrequited love." How true it is. I was in love with Tim for a long time during school, and ended up expressing it because I couldn't hold it in anymore. Maybe I could bring it up during a conversation that happens to be in that direction. I don't know. I hate this. I'm spared more than I was in school because I don't have to face him every day, but I do want to be with him every day. I can't think of anyone else that I'd rather be with every day (though not all day every day, I know that's crazy), not even my ex-fiancee. This is sounding like a marriage proposal now. I probably would like to be married to him. We'd even have a problem then, though, because he doesn't need sex nearly as much as I do. :( :(
I don't suppose I can rant any more and give something new. This is pretty much my dilemma. I just needed to take that somewhere.

I'm finally getting into this whole webmaster thing, and hope to be doing some semi-regular updates thanks to it. At the very least, I'm hoping to make my updates weekly. Anyhow, there is now an editorial from me, plus some updates, and new entries, to the FMDE. If you want to know what they are, though, you'll need to see them first-hand, because I'm not telling them here.

Next month the NG Writing Contest entries will be posted on the site, so keep an eye out for those after the 20th. Running a website has never been so much fun for me, so I hope y'all enjoy it.

If you found out that your boyfriend was into yaoi, how would you feel? I mean, he's still into you, but he also likes looking at pictures of Taichi and Yamato getting it on. Would you have a problem with this?

It's been awhile but the Fiend of Hammers is back.

Many times I have questioned the meaning of life and the use of mine. For all my life I've been nothing but a leech living off my parents and coasting through life until now. No more will I live in may own fantasys. Now for something new. Something more worthing of being told. Now I'm gonna kick my own ass for being a loser. I signed up with Staff Srg. Benke of THE United States Marine Corps a few weeks ago and you're more then likely asking yourself who in their right mind would sign up for the Marines on their own free will?

I would.