*sits down and starts a very stupid rant*

ok, last year over half of my friends moved away, most of them to out of town. so i agreed with most of them to download msn messanger(i haven't had any kind of messanger before, and frankly i hate messanger) i got in contact with them(i don't know if they contacted each other, nor do i really care). slowly over the year i've had messnager though, everyone online seems to only bitch to me about their problems or bitch at me for mo real reason.


now to what happened today, i went online and as soon as i did my friend sam(who is one of the ones who moved away), and well, here is the convo(i logged it)

Sam: roy!!

me: what?

Sam: kalya is worried about you [KAyla is my Girlfriend]

me: why?

sam: Cuz you haven't been online in 2 days!

me: so?

me: i've been busy

me: i've been working around the house a lot in the day usuly 'till 6pm, then i go for a 2-3 hour bike ride, and after that i go to sleep.
me: well, i usuly watch tv 'till 10 or 11 then sleep
sam: so?

sam: i do cleaning like 3 times a week

me: umm not cleaning, WORK

sam: cleaning is worse then work!

me: like cutting wood tomake stands for signs

me: or sanding and scraping paint off our doors

sam:don't be pissy at me!

sam: i asked you a qustion actually i told you what kalya felt but i guessed you don't care!

me: you are blowing everything way out of fucking proportion!

me: i have to help do a bunch of things cuz 1) my sister comes home in 4 days, and 2) my other sister is getting married in a few weeks, and automatically i'm some bad person who ignores all his friends!

me:well, sorry if there are things going on in my life!

Sam:yeah and i guess you won't need me here anymore you have your life with bubbles and slash and you dont need an old friend!!!! and you know what i found out today? that indya smokes for the hell of it and almost ran away with a boi! [indya is another friend that moved, but she just moved across town, plus we already knew she smokes weed, she said it to our faces last year!]

me: well, FUCK YOU. you're bitching at me because i'm not online for 2 days! ya know what, maybe i shouldn't ever come back online again, all anyone ever does is bitch at me online!, FUCK THIS SHIT, i'm going offline for a while. GOODBYE!



how fair is it to me to bitch at me cuz i'm just trying to help my 2 sisters out, one is coming home from a year of schooling in japan on saturday, and her room is a mess, cuz we never cleaned it, and the other is getting married on the first week of august, so i'm fucking busy

so i don't really know what to do, never go online again or block sam, really i'm sick and tired of everyone bitching at me about their problems, i have 30 people on my list, 5 never talk to me, the rest bitch at me...*sighs* i hate my 'friends' so much!

i finaly got a pic of me ................well actualy i've had it for soem tiem nyway jsut click my sig to look at it

P.S. i'm the blonde leanign agianst the blonde with the nose ring............that is my nose ring and Darcy took it! she still hasn't givien it back!

Hey.I don 't like to rant much,but I'm really pissed about this.
As most of you know,I like to draw and people tell me I'm good at it.I can't do much posting,cuz I have to scan at cybercafes and such,so I try to give my best while posting.Actually,I try to give my best at every pic I draw.That is a challenge,and challenges are the excitement of life.
But then again,I find it so absolutely depressing that my pics get comments from few people around,and some are like :'not so bad';'good pic' and the like.Not that I am complaining,but then I see just next to me people who draw a pencil doodle and gets comments like 'You're absolutely great whatever you draw!' 'You're definitely one of the best artists I've seen!' and such.And boy,I'm usually generous when it comes to commenting,so you can't say they do to me what I do to others.And I 've seen many of these people who never comment anybody's pic,so that people is not returning anyone's favor either.
Ah well,guess it might be my usually rotten luck.But boy it sure lets me down.I'm very grateful to all comments I've had,but I've always wondered why I scan my best stuff and get a few comments while others put any crap and lots of people love it.
Wouldn't you feel like crap in my case?I really don't think I'm being unfair in any way.Though I really shouldn't compare to others,I'm mad!

I have come back from Comic Con 2004 I got more Hentai DVD's then I
ever thought I would get! In total I think I got over 300+ Hentai
DVD's some so rare there not even in englished dubbed yet!

I loved it there, but I am happy to come back!

I was sitting with a very vocal Republican at work today, and we were discussing why business was so slow. I attributed it to the fear that taxes will go up as soon as the election is over, no matter who wins. She claimed that they'll only go up if Kerry wins. "Yep, Kerry will definitely raise taxes more than Bush," I replied. I was being honest, but I didn't want to get into an argument, so I didn't mention the part where his tax increases probably wouldn't affect her, since she makes under $50,000 a year. I've tried for years to argue with these morons, but they keep getting taken in by the "all tax cuts work for me" crap. Bush claims that people can spend money better than the government. No, not his people. They'll just blow it on beer and cigarettes. I understand why rich people vote for tax cuts for themselves, but why do poor people vote for tax cuts for rich people? That money doesn't "trickle down" to them. It stays in its Swiss bank accounts (no offense, urban). Poor people who vote that way deserve to have their money confiscated, because they obviously don't have their own best interests in mind; they're masochists.

*rubs hands together* Time for some fun... Please post your results here for all to see! I doubt anyone here is going to think you're weird because of them, anyway.

http://monetsgarden.net/fquiz/fetishquiz.html

Note: Only post the summary of your fetishes, not the list that views your score in each category. I don't want each post to take up, like, one page.

My results:

You prefer mostly males, but some females catch your interest. You tend to be submissive. This will impact the interpretation of your various sexual interests. You enjoy watching people, and learning about them -- sometimes just asking a lot of questions, other times you get a little more sneaky. You don't always want to spread around what you see ... you just like to see it. Clothing is an important part of your sexual fantasies. Materials like latex, vinyl, and leather probably excite you a great deal. You enjoy the feeling of being restrained during sex play ... being completely immobile and helpless is a turn on in a big way. You probably have quite a collection of bondage gear ready to use right now. You enjoy the sensations of various toys on your body. Your interest in sensations can be light or it can get bloody hard -- literally. But you enjoy it all the same. You become aroused when you reveal information about yourself, or perform a sex act in a public or semi-public setting. There are certain objects that possess a more-than-natural meaning for you. These may be everyday items, or more specialized sex-related items -- but the end result is the same: just having them around is enough to make you quite perky. You secretly have a desire to have a sexual encounter with someone you don't know, and with whom you don't consent to have sex. The concept of unwilling partners turns you on. You enjoy playing with gags. Specifically, being forced to wear one. You may enjoy thoughts of your sexual partner inserting a hand or fist into your body. Thoughts of sucking on toes provides a real turn-on for you.

Quote:Info from: Superhero Hype!
DreamWorks & Paramount Team on Transformers
Source: Hasbro, Inc. Friday, July 23, 2004

DreamWorks Pictures and Paramount Pictures, in association with Hasbro, Inc., will develop a live-action, motion picture based on the globally popular Transformers franchise. Steven Spielberg will executive produce. The film is slated for release in the summer of 2006. Lorenzo di Bonaventura (Constantine), Don Murphy (The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen) and Tom DeSanto (X-Men and X2: X-Men United) are attached to produce.

DreamWorks Head of Production Adam Goodman stated, "Steven and everyone at DreamWorks are very excited about the prospect of expanding the world of 'Transformers' into the live-action feature film arena. The possibilities for a thrilling action adventure are virtually endless, and a film holds the definite promise of expanding an already worldwide fan base to new audiences."

"This is a tremendous franchise that offers us the opportunity to create an inventive and thrilling action-adventure film," said Donald De Line, Vice Chairman, Motion Picture Group and President of Paramount Pictures. "We're happy to work with our colleagues at DreamWorks to develop this project with Hasbro. There couldn't be a better team to bring the 'Transformers' to the big screen."

"We are truly fortunate to have the best talent in the entertainment industry on board for the 'Transformers' movie and are excited at the opportunities this powerful collaboration will bring to the property," said Brian Goldner, President of Hasbro's toys segment. "The 'Transformers' franchise has been successful in many entertainment arenas and we are thrilled to give millions of fans an extraordinary experience that's never been done in the history of the brand."

Hasbro will work with the production team, DreamWorks and Paramount on all aspects of the film's creative development, marketing, promotions and will manage merchandising in conjunction with the release of the film. Hasbro will also team up with Takara, who has been the co-developer of the Transformers brand since its beginning in the early 1980s.

"The 'Transformers' brand has always struck a chord with fans around the world and remains one of our strongest franchises since it was introduced 20 years ago," said Keita Satoh, President and Chief Executive Officer of Takara. "Together with Hasbro, DreamWorks and Paramount, we will bring the property to a new level for fans in the Japanese market, as well as around the world."

DreamWorks will distribute the film domestically, while Paramount will distribute internationally.

In 1984, the Transformers brand took the world by storm with its compelling saga of the "Robots in Disguise," and quickly became a childhood rite of passage with a tremendously successful toy line from Hasbro and Takara, comic book series, television program and animated feature film. Twenty years later, a new generation of kids has discovered the excitement of the Transformers brand and the legendary characters, such as Optimus Prime and Megatron, that truly are "more than meets the eye." Today, the franchise features a popular toy line, an animated series on Cartoon Network and a chart-topping comic book series from Dreamwave Productions, which sold two million Transformers comic books last year.

Was there a time in jour life jou felt like taiking a gun and shoting your brayns out.
One day just when the WinterHolidays started and I finali had a breik from school for two hole weaks.I came home with bad marks mom jeld at me I was weri sad. I started to think about my life about my achivments about my failurs. I went ower to the window and started to lok down and I thought how easy it would be to just jump down and end this pain. I reali wanted to jump but the only reason I didnt is my mom I thought how she wold feel and stoped.
I stil dont know what happend than but a week after I found out about deepresion. And I wondered did anione have such a problem :?:

Sorry to bother everyone with this,

Does anyone know where The Infamous Boss Reo is? I've e-mailed and PMed, but no go so far. I just requested a pic from him and wanted to know how it was going. Thanks!

-Renafan,
STILL Renamon's #1 fan

W00t for me! :P ...god, that year passed quickly...