08-19-2011, 05:39 PM
Yeah, no funky title now. But I'm not feeling my usual uppity self and I just want to let someone know.
Firstly, I took on a request here in which I am late to post...6 months late...now I fear that should I post it, it would lose it's value due to the course of the time waited by the requestor, whom I give apologies to.
Secondly, my parents paid for a year of college for me...and I blew it out of the water and into the scorching sand. They're giving me another chance, but I'm not sure how I could break my less-than-necessary habits, which leads to the fear of failure yet again.
Thirdly, I also fear that bothering you with the problems that you shouldn't have to concern yourself will bring about rejection and rebuke.
I apologize for my emotional outgoing but I just need words of encouragement or something cuz I'm just feeling darker and colder than I'd ever see myself to be. Sad face.
Firstly, I took on a request here in which I am late to post...6 months late...now I fear that should I post it, it would lose it's value due to the course of the time waited by the requestor, whom I give apologies to.
Secondly, my parents paid for a year of college for me...and I blew it out of the water and into the scorching sand. They're giving me another chance, but I'm not sure how I could break my less-than-necessary habits, which leads to the fear of failure yet again.
Thirdly, I also fear that bothering you with the problems that you shouldn't have to concern yourself will bring about rejection and rebuke.
I apologize for my emotional outgoing but I just need words of encouragement or something cuz I'm just feeling darker and colder than I'd ever see myself to be. Sad face.
The innocent will be spared, the guilty will be killed.
Sacrifices will be made, benefits will be gained.
I am Venin; all opposed will fall to my blade.