Why?

[Lukos]

Sigh, I know Velmont, and he's got a good side to him- I've been really nice to him this couple of months he's returned to me, he's taught me this, he's taught me that, he can be kind at times-

Down here, we call that an excuse. Maybe he has a good side, but his bite's worse than his bark. Don't make excuses for him, Gunter-- there's no excuse for treating ANYONE like that.

Is there some law that protects 26 year olds from 26 year old gorillas? I don't know- but the authorities don't seem to care- stating that it's a "Personal Family Matter That they can't meddle with" Is that true?

HAHAHAHAH--NO!!!!!!!!!

That's the biggest load of garbage I've ever heard!! Chaining your brother to a wall in a straightjacket and leaving him there for three days is something they CAN'T MEDDLE WITH? Beating him up regularly is nothing but a personal family matter that you have to deal with?! What the heck?! Who's your governor, Miss Piggy?! You'd better believe the authorities can take care of it! That's like saying that shooting your wife is normal behavior! Don't listen to that, call around!

I didn't actually try to kill myself, I just did everytime he could see me- you- know- psycological thing- with the guilt- I know he cares, or he wouldn't have told me to stop.

I really don't want him to go- even though he doesn't think I'm well, and loves improving me- there's some reason for why he dislikes me, I can't quite put my finger on it- but it may have something to do with all the potential wives I've lost him or summat' like that-

"Improving" you? I don't mean to be pushy, but just how will torturing you improve you?

So my options are:

* Put up with him until Blitz comes home. I'll get a new PC.
* Stay with my boss, Rebecca.
* Avoid Velmont, or keep him cheery.
* Browse catalogues.
* Talk about bondage with him.

Stay away from him.

I can't help it if my brother is cruel, he's been cruel to me for as long as I can remember- I just happened to pick the wrong time to overeact, this is a... uh... "Gunter VS. Velmont" Thing, started around 1989- and yeah- it's kinda personal, This, I think- has something to do with me telling him I "Love it when you do that!" When he punches my arm.

I can't get rid of my brother- even though he can fend for himself. One- He's my brother- I have the insane urge to just love 'im. Two- stated by will, he owns this place as much as I do- so even if I DID want to get rid of him, I couldn't.

I wouldn't be so okay with my bro being that cruel to me, Gunter, even if I HAD a brother. I mean, he's family-- do you really want to have to be choosing times to overreact?

Well, yes you could. For instance, if he got a lifelong jail sentence (this is hypothetical), what he owns would likely be reposessed. At least I think that's how it goes here.

"This is for your own good Gun! I'm gettin' you a bitch if I have to kill you to do it!" Am I the only one who finds this line odd?

That's ridiculous. Did those women suck his brain out through his cock or something?

I don't see why he should have a say in what you choose to like. I also don't see how he can try to force you to go out with someone. Also, I don't see how beating you up is going to help anything. Last, if he kills you, what the heck is he gonna do with the girl?!

Okay, so that last part isn't really me talking. I just wanted to lighten the mood.

I couldn't imagine what the authorities would do to him, But I worry what HE would do to THEM- well, coming from someone who likes jumping ou the window this would probably make no sense- But He's a MANIAC. You know those people who're not afraid to kill? What do you call them? Murderers? Seriously- what was Blitz THINKING when he left me with Vel? Was this his idea of a brotherly bonding thingy!?

Don't even worry about that. The police systems everywhere are armed. Trust me, they work with people like that all the time. They can handle themselves.

No killing myself, yup- NO KILLING- even if I was just doing it to catch his attention- NO KILLING, I promise!

Good! We want you around!

I tried the asylum, cuz I had their number, and they said it was NORMAL for sibligs to act that way! The police, as I mentioned earlier- couldn't care less!

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THEY CALL THAT NORMAL?! Are you sure you weren't talking to one of the asylum residents?

I'm pretty sure he doesn't care if I tell anyone. It's okay to vent afterall, isn't it?

I.... wouldn't be too sure.

Sniff, say holy shit again- I like it. What am I to do? Here I am, a man complaining that his brother, who isn't much older than him is abusive to the police- that's pretty weird to them, but I'm dealing with it quite nicely- I guess- I wouldn't DARE pick a fight with him- he's a MURDERER- so maybe if I just acted like a friend instead of a brother- what do you think?
Or maybe a temporary change of personality? At least until Blitzy comes home to save me? I'm worried they'll fight and leave-

Gunter, it's better not to get on his bad side, but it's BEST to just stay away from him. Better to avoid the punches and tranquilzers and straightjackets and bondage junk than stay with it just to be near him. Your health, your life, are more important than that. Do you know where murderers go? That's not the best thing to hang around with.

Sorry for seeming upset earlier in this post, lol I just couldn't believe the garbage that people say....

You know we're here for you anytime. Stay safe! Nose clean! Tie straight! Take care of yourself, and make sure you think about what's best for your life before anything else.