04-18-2006, 10:32 AM
occ: *sweatdropping and rubbing the back of my head* sorry, i musta missed that. lets see...ic:
i dropped to my knees. a single tear wet the ground.
"and i don't blame you. i truly expected you to kill me on the spot. the reason; so i can learn. i am painfully unaware of what i can do. if there is one thing i'm truly terrified of, its not knowing myself."
more of my tears wet the ground. as much as i wanted to hold those tears in, i couldn't. for the second time in my life i wanted a shoulder to cry on.
"and do you truly beleve that there is good and evil? there is only conflicting ideals. because any action, no matter how helpful or harmful, harms and heals. there is no escaping it. there is no perfect in this world, or any other world. today, in five minuets, i will be 1000 years old. but that does not bring me any closer to death?"
i took out a knife and stabbed myself in the heart. it hurt, but it healed even as i withdrew the knife. i threw it into a tree with a 'thud'
"no. i can't die the normal way. more than likely, i'll have to live beyond your lifespan. i'll see you die, then i'll have to start my life anew. like the last ten times. its painful to know that you have to forget the people you used to know and move on."
occ: there is a pun in here. i'll give the person who finds it a hundered grand
i dropped to my knees. a single tear wet the ground.
"and i don't blame you. i truly expected you to kill me on the spot. the reason; so i can learn. i am painfully unaware of what i can do. if there is one thing i'm truly terrified of, its not knowing myself."
more of my tears wet the ground. as much as i wanted to hold those tears in, i couldn't. for the second time in my life i wanted a shoulder to cry on.
"and do you truly beleve that there is good and evil? there is only conflicting ideals. because any action, no matter how helpful or harmful, harms and heals. there is no escaping it. there is no perfect in this world, or any other world. today, in five minuets, i will be 1000 years old. but that does not bring me any closer to death?"
i took out a knife and stabbed myself in the heart. it hurt, but it healed even as i withdrew the knife. i threw it into a tree with a 'thud'
"no. i can't die the normal way. more than likely, i'll have to live beyond your lifespan. i'll see you die, then i'll have to start my life anew. like the last ten times. its painful to know that you have to forget the people you used to know and move on."
occ: there is a pun in here. i'll give the person who finds it a hundered grand