10-19-2005, 02:53 AM
I don't really own any Digimon stuff, besides a deck of playing cards (the kind that you'd play poker, gin, or blackjack with) that I bought on ebay a little over a year ago.
I had a short, temp job at Wal Mart in 2000 and it was when all the school supplies were going out onto the shelves. I remember buying an Izzy folder there. There were probably other Digimon characters to choose from, but at the time I had a huge crush on Izzy, and I'd never seen such a large and good-looking picture of him as was on that folder. I masturbated while looking at it and imaginging I was with him a few times that summer, though I still prefered to use my hentai on my computer most of the time.
Izzy wasn't my only crush. Also Tai and Sora and in 02, pretty much everyone except for Iori/Cody. Just thinking about the feelings I had back then is enough to make me quite aroused right now.
I have so many memories of being really obsessed with Digimon back then. I was really lonely at the time and here, here was a story about a bunch of kids (I was longing for my childhood at the time) lost together (I really wanted to make some new friends and to have some more meaningful experiences with people) in a strange place they've never been (I wanted to travel but didn't have a destination, any companions, or any money to do so). It was beautiful. It was strange. It was really fucked up. I couldn't get enough of it.
Even at the time, before I got into anime as much as I am now, I recognized it as not being top-shelf animation. But still, the characters and all their little quirks and idiosyncracies sucked me in. I wanted to know them. I wanted to join them and for them to accept me. I wanted to age regress (I was 20 or 21 at the time!) and become one of them. I realized this was ridiculous, but the reality of my life at the time wasn't much better.
Then I discovered fanfiction... and then nothing was off limits.
I had a short, temp job at Wal Mart in 2000 and it was when all the school supplies were going out onto the shelves. I remember buying an Izzy folder there. There were probably other Digimon characters to choose from, but at the time I had a huge crush on Izzy, and I'd never seen such a large and good-looking picture of him as was on that folder. I masturbated while looking at it and imaginging I was with him a few times that summer, though I still prefered to use my hentai on my computer most of the time.
Izzy wasn't my only crush. Also Tai and Sora and in 02, pretty much everyone except for Iori/Cody. Just thinking about the feelings I had back then is enough to make me quite aroused right now.
I have so many memories of being really obsessed with Digimon back then. I was really lonely at the time and here, here was a story about a bunch of kids (I was longing for my childhood at the time) lost together (I really wanted to make some new friends and to have some more meaningful experiences with people) in a strange place they've never been (I wanted to travel but didn't have a destination, any companions, or any money to do so). It was beautiful. It was strange. It was really fucked up. I couldn't get enough of it.
Even at the time, before I got into anime as much as I am now, I recognized it as not being top-shelf animation. But still, the characters and all their little quirks and idiosyncracies sucked me in. I wanted to know them. I wanted to join them and for them to accept me. I wanted to age regress (I was 20 or 21 at the time!) and become one of them. I realized this was ridiculous, but the reality of my life at the time wasn't much better.
Then I discovered fanfiction... and then nothing was off limits.