09-30-2004, 02:42 PM
um...this is things that URK you not stupidest things!!
well...i guess my friends 'urk' me...they all HATE each other and are open about it, yet they are still friends! i guess since i've known most of these people since grrade 8 and before that i hated my best friend cause he was always an asshole i thought that hate was part of friendship, but i found out today that i was wrong. my first ever real crus(well, ex-crush i got over her) invited me to join her and her friends at lunchtime and to say the least they scared me! not in the sense that one introduced herself twice as kit, and kit's dark side, or the guy said i was hot, or my friend introduced me as the epitamy of womanhood, and the blond girl was silent and stared at me for 5 minutes, (truth be told i was crazier than all of them put together) it was that none of them got in anything that even remotly resembeled a fight all lunch! i was quite intrigued by this, 'twas something i have never
so now i realize that the anger swelling up inside me is from thoes very friends i rely on to help me make it through my life...and that pisses me off! dammit! i can't even trust what i thought was real anymore!
um....moo!
well...i guess my friends 'urk' me...they all HATE each other and are open about it, yet they are still friends! i guess since i've known most of these people since grrade 8 and before that i hated my best friend cause he was always an asshole i thought that hate was part of friendship, but i found out today that i was wrong. my first ever real crus(well, ex-crush i got over her) invited me to join her and her friends at lunchtime and to say the least they scared me! not in the sense that one introduced herself twice as kit, and kit's dark side, or the guy said i was hot, or my friend introduced me as the epitamy of womanhood, and the blond girl was silent and stared at me for 5 minutes, (truth be told i was crazier than all of them put together) it was that none of them got in anything that even remotly resembeled a fight all lunch! i was quite intrigued by this, 'twas something i have never
so now i realize that the anger swelling up inside me is from thoes very friends i rely on to help me make it through my life...and that pisses me off! dammit! i can't even trust what i thought was real anymore!
um....moo!