Inside me is a black tornado

[Wisemon]

wise is just different he's very angry I don't think he ever really told me why but I never really cared to ask either

There have been a lot of factors. I've had a lot of bad social stuff in the past decade, a lot of outside looking in, a lot of taunting and name calling, a lot of reputation without any close friendship, a lot of potential relationships that I chose not to pursue because I thought they'd only end for college, two years of daily growth hormone injections, twelve years of psychiatrists who didn't do shit, lots of prescribed mood drugs and blood tests, an "aid" who kept me down by making me essentially a "special" kid for six years, an inability to speak my mind to teachers without detentions, two years of complete seclusion with mind numbing work and weight gaining once college started, a really rough and low skill/paying side job on the weekend after getting fired scapegoat style from the one before, an ability to start conversations after going through all this shit, general bad luck, and I listen to angry music. Does that answer your curiosity?