Inside me is a black tornado

[Wisemon]

And, BTW, it would be good for you to not have a couple. Being so perfectionist and degrading others all the time, you run the risk of becoming a critic and annoying boyfriend/husband. And then blame the other person for being intolerant. Besides, you once told you were never in love.

I resent that, just a little bit. It just so happens that it's because I'm a perfectionist that I haven't had a girlfriend. I just want to get it right the first time (see my poem). I came close with the girl who lived in the dorm next door to mine. Actually, she still lives there, because she decided that commuting wasn't such a good idea, and we're still friends (again). We're alike in so many ways that it should be destiny. Just for starters, we're both smart traumatized loners who view the rest of society as being way too happy. We can predict each other's moves. There was a head nod of remembrance to a specific event two days ago upon a cue from our R.A.. There's just one problem; she has an inability to love. She doesn't care or feel at all. Her life plan: marry an old rich guy and take his money. I'm Godzilla and she's Mecha Godzilla. I can't say that I've ever been in love, because you can't love a machine, except maybe for my Sega Game Gear. Recently, I gained some female fans. They're not the brightest bunch, and I think most of them already have boyfriends elsewhere, but I could just give in. I've trained myself so hard to fight temptation though...no, I don't think I could do it. Being alone is hard, and I've felt it for over a decade, almost as long as you, so don't think I don't know. The thing is, with a cheap thrill, I think I'd still be lonely. So in the words of Stabbing Westward, if I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone. Rightfully, I shouldn't be lonely.