Fuck all Humans! Let them burn in Hell!

[Wisemon]

It's safe to say that this site draws a disproportionately large number of us. In all honesty, I now believe that I probably have something other than Asperger's. I was originally diagnosed as bi-polar, which might be closer to the truth. When I was about 8, they decided that my inability to understand social cues made me autistic. Of course, it would be high-functioning in my case. They decided that it must be the reason why I "acted up". In retrospect, I understood the social cues perfectly, but I chose to ignore them. I knew the rules of my school, but I didn't like them, so I didn't follow them. If a kid teases me, I should be allowed to tackle him. For some reason, they had a problem with that. There was an endless variety of drugs forced upon me by my parents. One made me fat; another stunted my growth. Why did I act up? I did it because I enjoyed it, because it got me famous among my peers, and because being the wiseass student who keeps the teachers on their toes, just so they won't be tempted to think that they can abuse their authority, is my role, or at least my persona. My parents just couldn't accept this. They told me that what I did wasn't right, and that drugs were the answer. To the day I die, I'll make my claim. I'm right; the system is wrong. Whoa, how did I end up on this tangent? Oh yeah, because they fucked me up, I ended up as socially inept as someone with Asperger's. Not having any friends for years certainly didn't help. I've slowly started to come out of my shell, very slowly. Now they're telling me that I "cured" myself. Whatever I have, I think it's probably one of a kind. As a fellow 21 year old virgin with an uncertain future who spends most of his time at home, I can still feel for you.