06-17-2004, 06:59 AM
haha, lucky? No, far from it... I'm a little too naive and I say things I wish I could take back...perfect example: I "friend" of mine was talkin to me on MSN Messenger and he started to hit on me, I mean getting really nasty. I took him seriously and honestly I would have gone for him. I sent him an email after he logged off and I totally came out to him. Lucky for me he's totally cool and he had no problem with that but he's not into dudes...Seems ok right? Well, not really...I am really pissed at him now cuz he wanted to hang out (just as friends do...nothing nasty) and then he blew me off, twice. He never phoned back or anything...this pissed me off because people do not do this to me...i'm quite respected. So now I'm thinking of telling him I was lying about myself in case I snap at him and he totally hates me and decides to tell everyone what I am...don't know how that one would blow over....
I feel bad for you having to deal with so many haters...sometimes you just have to take a chance...It's really tough sometimes though. I've wanted to tell one of my best friends for so long (although I don't want to be more than friends with him) yet I feel it wouldn't be a good idea, he really is bothered by non-straight guys (haha maybe in denial with his own sexuality?)...maybe it's a good way to see how good a friend he is? I wish I knew a good way to "hook up" without exposing yourself...I feel you there Enix.
I feel bad for you having to deal with so many haters...sometimes you just have to take a chance...It's really tough sometimes though. I've wanted to tell one of my best friends for so long (although I don't want to be more than friends with him) yet I feel it wouldn't be a good idea, he really is bothered by non-straight guys (haha maybe in denial with his own sexuality?)...maybe it's a good way to see how good a friend he is? I wish I knew a good way to "hook up" without exposing yourself...I feel you there Enix.