03-04-2004, 06:28 AM
I cannot believe it.
I now know of a 15 year old who was raped by a man and now suffers from AIDS. He will eventually die aged 30 perhaps and that's with medication and if no one comes up with a good treatment or cure. Is this price worth it?
Well, all I know is, there are people out there who are having sex, others who are having sex forced on them against their will and me sitting here with no chance of getting sex, wanting sex but not getting any! Bah!
You could say my resentment is out of pure jealousy against those who have experienced true love, but it horrifies me.
I'm gay because I cannot look a woman, or imagine a woman naked, without being reminded of all those who have been used and raped and abused. Frankly, that isn't a turn on.
I now know of a 15 year old who was raped by a man and now suffers from AIDS. He will eventually die aged 30 perhaps and that's with medication and if no one comes up with a good treatment or cure. Is this price worth it?
Well, all I know is, there are people out there who are having sex, others who are having sex forced on them against their will and me sitting here with no chance of getting sex, wanting sex but not getting any! Bah!
You could say my resentment is out of pure jealousy against those who have experienced true love, but it horrifies me.
I'm gay because I cannot look a woman, or imagine a woman naked, without being reminded of all those who have been used and raped and abused. Frankly, that isn't a turn on.