Hello

[blueeyedgabulvo0o]

Im sorry about what has happened to you and I hope you can find some soul that you can love after this. As for the situation with uploading and keeping the site current, it wouldn't be that bad to have more then one I would think of 4 people to update, like a team of people to be responsible for updating the site. I know life gets bad and has unexpected potholes in the roadway of our lives, but having a team could possibly prevent that, I hope.

I really hope things get better for you May you find happiness once again, and find a job that you can enjoy once again. :)