01-21-2007, 06:12 AM
That's what I pretty much figured. That's what I'm getting from other people that I have been talking with, brothers, one of their girlfriends, and etc. I just really want to make sure I want to do this as best as possible. It's just that, I know that's what I want to do, but upseting someone seems to be nearly inevitable.
... and damn it all. I try going to B's house because I did say I was willing to hang out at a mall with her, but I couldn't find her house after awhile so I just drove home. Even with repeat intsructions, I couldn't make it! I never told her because I really hate talking over phones. I'm not familiar with her area at all. I thought I could have managed. I really do not enjoy urban areas. I enjoy my more rural area.
The real thing I fear is having to deal with her and what not during school. I learned a few other people know about this. Next time, I may talk to my family first. They seem to have a better handle on this then me... to bad it is past the point, but it may be reversable. That and such things are not the end of the world.
... and damn it all. I try going to B's house because I did say I was willing to hang out at a mall with her, but I couldn't find her house after awhile so I just drove home. Even with repeat intsructions, I couldn't make it! I never told her because I really hate talking over phones. I'm not familiar with her area at all. I thought I could have managed. I really do not enjoy urban areas. I enjoy my more rural area.
The real thing I fear is having to deal with her and what not during school. I learned a few other people know about this. Next time, I may talk to my family first. They seem to have a better handle on this then me... to bad it is past the point, but it may be reversable. That and such things are not the end of the world.