11-18-2003, 11:58 AM
I'm not gay but I'm mature enough to know that you need some backing up on this.
:) Go for it. Just go for it. Don't wonder. It will only hurt more and more, everyday you keep thinking about him will twist your heart just a little bit more. Call him, go to his house or you can just hope on fate. If you truely love him don't let anything stand in your way of expressing it, not even doubt. It's easy for me to say this because I'm, more or less, in the same trouble.
I've told this story before if memory serves me right.
Her name is Kiera. We've been friends for 16 years, since she was born pretty much and she lived next door until she moved away about 6 years ago. I've seen her on and off since then but lately i've had an overpowering need just to see her sky-blue eyes and her smile that I remember so well. It's the kind of need that makes you sick sometimes and desprite always. Problem is that she doesn't have a clue to my feelings and I'd be surprised if she didn't just turn her back on me, but I wouldn't blame her. She's so beyond me. She diserves so much better and she could get it if I stay gone. There is a very good chance that I won't get the to tell her before a leave for the marines and after THAT; :( I'm afraid I would have changed so much that she wouldn't even know me. It's choices like these that nearly drove me to suicide a time or two.
Don't think. Feel about this one. Listen to your heart. It can't lie, and a life time is a long time to live with regrets. If you don't want to rush things, fine but when the chance comes, jump head first as hard as you can with both arms reaching and your eyes straight ahead.
Don't be like me and dream but never act.
:) Go for it. Just go for it. Don't wonder. It will only hurt more and more, everyday you keep thinking about him will twist your heart just a little bit more. Call him, go to his house or you can just hope on fate. If you truely love him don't let anything stand in your way of expressing it, not even doubt. It's easy for me to say this because I'm, more or less, in the same trouble.
I've told this story before if memory serves me right.
Her name is Kiera. We've been friends for 16 years, since she was born pretty much and she lived next door until she moved away about 6 years ago. I've seen her on and off since then but lately i've had an overpowering need just to see her sky-blue eyes and her smile that I remember so well. It's the kind of need that makes you sick sometimes and desprite always. Problem is that she doesn't have a clue to my feelings and I'd be surprised if she didn't just turn her back on me, but I wouldn't blame her. She's so beyond me. She diserves so much better and she could get it if I stay gone. There is a very good chance that I won't get the to tell her before a leave for the marines and after THAT; :( I'm afraid I would have changed so much that she wouldn't even know me. It's choices like these that nearly drove me to suicide a time or two.
Don't think. Feel about this one. Listen to your heart. It can't lie, and a life time is a long time to live with regrets. If you don't want to rush things, fine but when the chance comes, jump head first as hard as you can with both arms reaching and your eyes straight ahead.
Don't be like me and dream but never act.