08-29-2003, 03:13 AM
*this the voice of current experiences calling*
This is my current situation. I am a Senior 2 (Sophmore or Grade ten in most other cities of the world, 'cept mine) in high school. There is only one high school, so I can't transfer without moving to another city. People that go to the only high schoolin town either ignore me, shun my existence, or psychologically degrade me. They think I'm supposed to be really smart, and I am, it's just I am a victim of a mild mental disorder that has plagued me my entire life: Attention Deficit Disorder. They think that I must be retarded or something; with my lacking attention span and my severe forgetfulness, but I'd wish they'd just let it go, you know?
My sanity is preserved with A) my computer, which includes all of you (thanks for keeping me sane!) and B) the meagre handful of friends that I have. My life generally sucks, school is a daily torture session, and my 'fantasy life', as Angeteen put it so well, resides in my creating anime and video games. I suppose its because the problems that people have in anime/video games seem so much bigger than mine, and they're able to overcome them. (god, that sounds so stupid now). But, maybe this cruel turn of events for me may lead to something good. I may become a big-name video game producer, or write a really popular anime, or something!
Their may still be hope for me...
This is my current situation. I am a Senior 2 (Sophmore or Grade ten in most other cities of the world, 'cept mine) in high school. There is only one high school, so I can't transfer without moving to another city. People that go to the only high schoolin town either ignore me, shun my existence, or psychologically degrade me. They think I'm supposed to be really smart, and I am, it's just I am a victim of a mild mental disorder that has plagued me my entire life: Attention Deficit Disorder. They think that I must be retarded or something; with my lacking attention span and my severe forgetfulness, but I'd wish they'd just let it go, you know?
My sanity is preserved with A) my computer, which includes all of you (thanks for keeping me sane!) and B) the meagre handful of friends that I have. My life generally sucks, school is a daily torture session, and my 'fantasy life', as Angeteen put it so well, resides in my creating anime and video games. I suppose its because the problems that people have in anime/video games seem so much bigger than mine, and they're able to overcome them. (god, that sounds so stupid now). But, maybe this cruel turn of events for me may lead to something good. I may become a big-name video game producer, or write a really popular anime, or something!
Their may still be hope for me...