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Be the point in what?

She called me tonight, she's just been busy, which is good because I wasn't really mad at her I was just worried. Anyway, I was tired when she called me and she insisted that meant I was mad, and kept pushing for me to promise her I wasn't mad (probably because she was drunk, I know she was which is why she was probably acting odd), and was asking me to visit her when I'm by her school for a week. I told her "sure" and she was like "well you don't sound very excited."

well good it's sounds to be going to then (except you both keep getting drunk and calling each other)

Yeah, it was funny tonight because she keeps telling me we are getting married, and I told her I wouldn't marry a drunk. Now I admit I drink on and off, but she's been drinking a lot lately, anyway her choice. She still insists on us getting married. She says when I'm 21 and shes 20, so like 2 years. I just laughed at her.

I don't get her, because like I've said, she says stuff like that, and how we need to go find a new job TOGETHER. It's always together, but I don't want to be the filler boyfriend equivalent (without benefits) and then just pushed aside when she decides she likes some guy.

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Update 02-20-05 11 am

I decided to add this to one post rather than make another.

I just had the most intense dream about her, it was really, really, freakin intense. We were hanging out, swimming in a pool and then I went underwater, really deep under, and she came down after me and then floated right down next to me and I wrapped my arms around her. I leaned my head against hers and she turned to me and then I kissed her, a really sensual, intense kiss, which we held as we floated back up to the surface. We broke the surface and I woke up, breathing hard and was like "whoa, that was awesome." I have had few dreams that real feeling and so intense.

well I bet that made things uncomfortable for you there huh? ha ha

Nah, we can pretty much just roll with whatever happens. That's one of the upsides of our friendship we can say things and know when to take things more seriously and when not to.

yeah nevermind man but that's good for you then if you have such a good relationship

Well, I'm going away for a week or so, I'm actually staying down near her campus so maybe I'll see her.

Talk to you all soon.

that's good maybe you can meet her at her campus

Yeah it was supposed to happen but didn't. She did call and tell me I don't call her enough after she didn't call me back like she said she would. Oh well.

So is it screwed up now or what?