02-28-2006, 01:50 AM
I recently got Scrubs Season One on DVD as a gift. I had never really seen the show and once I watched it I instantly became a fan. Now I take it like I take any new obsession...catch up as fast as possible and buy it all! Which I did, I got Season 2 and burned through it, but I've had so much fun watching it, I'm actually sad that it's over. Is that sad?
I get the feeling I'm bonding with material things more than people...I guess that's because while I work all week and have school, on the weekend my nights are free but I have no one to spend them with.
I actually go back to work so I can do homework without distractions, and so I can hang out with the people working. I'm hitting this stride where all I want is someone that I can go to when I need someone to listen. My best friend was the only person I had left and he moved away. Now I feel like I don't have anyone, so I've started to get along with the new boss at work, he's sort of like a big brother to me, but he's getting a new job. I just don't get along with a lot of other people at work as well as I'd like to, and I don't want to force myself on anyone.
It's only human nature to feel lonely I suppose, I just wish it wasn't so damn painful...I guess I could relate to the show and I want to see things for them turn out fine so I'll have hope for the future...I don't know.
I get the feeling I'm bonding with material things more than people...I guess that's because while I work all week and have school, on the weekend my nights are free but I have no one to spend them with.
I actually go back to work so I can do homework without distractions, and so I can hang out with the people working. I'm hitting this stride where all I want is someone that I can go to when I need someone to listen. My best friend was the only person I had left and he moved away. Now I feel like I don't have anyone, so I've started to get along with the new boss at work, he's sort of like a big brother to me, but he's getting a new job. I just don't get along with a lot of other people at work as well as I'd like to, and I don't want to force myself on anyone.
It's only human nature to feel lonely I suppose, I just wish it wasn't so damn painful...I guess I could relate to the show and I want to see things for them turn out fine so I'll have hope for the future...I don't know.