08-20-2006, 04:43 AM
Hey all,
It's me once again ranting about my dad. As you all may have concluded, my dad is a total ass. Today we decided to go to a local city wide garage sale to look around and the like. I saw a really nice hunting knife set and the spark was lit. I love knives and I jokingly said to my mom." Hey mom can I get that knife set." She asked about them and I pointed them out. My dad said no and I said I was kidding. Then I confessed about my hobby of collecting knives and blades. They saw a package I recieved a day earlier. They asked what was in it and I replied " Pictures from a friend over seas" Well here is where the problems begin,
When we got home from the garage sale palooza my dad asked to see the pictures and I went upstairs and brought down what really came in the mail. I ordered a black 5 - blade shuriken and it finally came... I brought it downstairs and showed it to him. Then he made me get my swords and other 2 knives out of my lock box. Then he proceeded to tell me how low and dirty I was to lie to him about this. I tried to explain that I did it because I thought it was in best interest of the family since they think I am unreliable and unresponsible. He gave me my sword back so I was kinda happy about that.
Here is the problem. We have had this " responsibility and lying" talk before and he doesn't see that I hate him. He thinks that my life should be an open book... well even if it was I wouldn't let him read it. I hate my dad and he is threatening to take away all my activities if I don't stop lying. He want's to watch me get on and off the bus, no dance, no friends over, no movies, no driving, no work, no nothing! I don't get it... I don't think he sees that I don't bring friend s over to my house that often because I want them to stay away from my dad because he is a total ass.
Is there something here that I am not seeing or am too angry to care about or is he right about me being a dirty irresponsible shit? :?:
It's me once again ranting about my dad. As you all may have concluded, my dad is a total ass. Today we decided to go to a local city wide garage sale to look around and the like. I saw a really nice hunting knife set and the spark was lit. I love knives and I jokingly said to my mom." Hey mom can I get that knife set." She asked about them and I pointed them out. My dad said no and I said I was kidding. Then I confessed about my hobby of collecting knives and blades. They saw a package I recieved a day earlier. They asked what was in it and I replied " Pictures from a friend over seas" Well here is where the problems begin,
When we got home from the garage sale palooza my dad asked to see the pictures and I went upstairs and brought down what really came in the mail. I ordered a black 5 - blade shuriken and it finally came... I brought it downstairs and showed it to him. Then he made me get my swords and other 2 knives out of my lock box. Then he proceeded to tell me how low and dirty I was to lie to him about this. I tried to explain that I did it because I thought it was in best interest of the family since they think I am unreliable and unresponsible. He gave me my sword back so I was kinda happy about that.
Here is the problem. We have had this " responsibility and lying" talk before and he doesn't see that I hate him. He thinks that my life should be an open book... well even if it was I wouldn't let him read it. I hate my dad and he is threatening to take away all my activities if I don't stop lying. He want's to watch me get on and off the bus, no dance, no friends over, no movies, no driving, no work, no nothing! I don't get it... I don't think he sees that I don't bring friend s over to my house that often because I want them to stay away from my dad because he is a total ass.
Is there something here that I am not seeing or am too angry to care about or is he right about me being a dirty irresponsible shit? :?:
