Fuck People!

[Adym]

Not to be rude or mean, but perhaps they are not the one with the issue.
Again, I do not mean to insult you.

Yeah,

I don't feel insulted at all. In fact I thank you for your input. I know that I have a problem. I'm like that guy that nobody hang's out with but everybody knows. The one that, once he leaves school or work, nobody knows what he does or who he is. But, I attribute that to myself entirely. I made myself that guy, but there are always the ones that I get more attached to. In this case, the people that I grew attached to decided to deem me a friend. So that in itself bounces them up to my best friends, for lack of friends in comparison. So when my only friends mess up their lives, I feel worthless because my input means little. So really, I feel suckish because I have an issue!

And what I said above really makes it sound like she and I aren't friends at all. We are plenty close and all, (close enough to warrant her inviting me to be what appears to be a male stripper for her birthday). But I have disconnected myself from my society so much that I have no say in it!

Once Again All My Fault.

Then there are my parents, And I have no idea where I went wrong there. And cruelty from total strangers is completely unknown to me.

Also, I would like to thank all of you for reading this thread and replying. It shows that somebody has something to say.