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I'm sick of the people in my life!

All of them except for a chosen few are fuckin' assholes!

Those few: My brother, my troupe, and a few of my friends!

Why can't life be perfect?! Why does every fucking person have to be great when you first meet them, then, five years down the road, turn out to be a druggy whore?!

One of my best friends got into fucking drugs because of her dead beat boyfriend and now shes hooked! So now, my natural sense says to stay away from her but i feel like shit because I can't talk to her anymore!

Then my fucking parents make it no better! They come home at night and they never ask: "Hi, Dua. How was your day?" Its always: "Get off the damn computer unless you're doing homework!" I don't even think they appreciate me as a person. I try to start a conversation with them and they always twist it back into my grades or school! Example:

Dua: Hey, Dad
Horus: Hey
Dua: So I was online the other day and I decided I'm gonna try poi!
Horus: Mhm.
Dua: You don't know what I'm talking about, do you.
Horus: No clue.
Dua: Well, It's an art form from New Ze-
Horus: I don't care what you do with your time and money as long as your grades are good.
Dua: *ears down. walks away*

So that's my dad! My mom doesn't even humor my conversations. She just ignores me until I say the word "school"!

Furthermore, every person I don't know is.. um.. how can i say this... A FUCKFACE! People here are always negative before positive! I can't get to know anybody in my area! They all criticize at the things that aren't normal before they appreciate them! Example:

Dua: Hey, I'm Dua
Elderly New Neighbor: What do you want?
Dua: I just came over to say hel-
ENN: What's wrong with your eyes? You one of them pot heads?
Dua: No, I just haven't gotten a lot of sleep lately because of school, and it's allergy seas-
ENN: I don't want any drugs! *shuts door*

That exchange pretty much summed up my social experiences with other people as of late!

I guess there are good people too. There's my brother, Qebehsenuef. He's pretty awesome. He puts up with all my bullshit and stupid ideas. All the movies I want to see, he is willing to go. You can just talk to him. But then he is going to college, so he disappears from my life.

Then there is my troupe. They are amazing. Some of my best friends. They are always fun to be around. They are more my family then my actual family (excluding my brother and a few of extended family members).

My friends are okay. One of them thinks I'm going to get him arrested for doing something stupid like being a vigilante or loitering. my other ones think I'm a wildcard who has no life. But that's why they like me.

Now, I know you are all sitting there reading this thinking: "Who the fuck cares about this guy's life problems? I don't know this guy!"

But honestly, I care that you just sat down to read this. You all have no idea how good it felt to press the "Post Thread" button and get this off my chest. And even though You probably don't give a flying fuck about this post, I will probably feel better with every new view this thread gets. Thanks for listening.

Duamutef

Misunderstanding happen alot. People can be ass holes alot too. I am a sociopath so I counter act what they throw at me with a lot more difficult questions that could be considered insane to them. But I hope it gets better for you bud. you seem to be in need of a dose of happiness.

Yeah, I do need some happiness.

Sadly, I'm one of those people that happiness skips over and goes to the next guy. But hell, maybe that one day will come where something great happens.

Thanks for reading

(05-14-2010, 03:45 PM)Duamutef Wrote: [ -> ]Yeah, I do need some happiness.

Sadly, I'm one of those people that happiness skips over and goes to the next guy. But hell, maybe that one day will come where something great happens.

Thanks for reading

I used to think the same thing. But then when I finally become extremely filled with happiness. Everyone preferred me being angry. Anger they wanted, anger they got.

No trouble at all.

Well, what can I say? Welcome to life. It aint fun, it aint fair, and you sure as fuck won't make it out in one piece.

I could counter your little story with my own problems, but I won't waste your time. My only piece of advice is this. When you find friends you can trust, keep them no matter what.

I have my own pack, many of which are members of this very site. We met here, and only here. Hundreds or for one, Thousands, of miles seperate us, but we don't let it get between us. We're closer than family.

If you can find friends like that, fuck the world. Fuck it's problems. Just focus on your little sphere of influence and your friends. It makes life a Helluva lot simpler.

Everyone sucks!

But that was actually quite a cute rant. Although, although, just 'cause she's on drugs doesn't make your friend a bad person, you know? I don't think it's a good reason to stay away from her, if that makes sense.

Some of my best friends are total junkies~! <3

At any rate, make sure and do your best! It's all you can do!

Yeah, I know that drugs don't make bad people.

But my natural instincts that elementary school, church, and parental figures pounded into my brain inform me to beware them. I talk to her every once in a while, we're still friends. But most of her other friends are junkies and whenever she brings up her times with her other amigos, it turns to drugs and shit goes sour. Yeah.

By the way, how exactly was my rant "cute"? Just curious.

I get ittt.

And... i dunno, maybe 'cause i can tell you're not just looking for sympathy like some people who post loads of rants? It was just a nice healthy rant, not self-pitying or pretentious. Cute's probably the wrong word, but i use it to describe everything~

If you don't like what drugs do, arm yourself to the teeth and go fight the cartels. It won't solve the problem, but it will help.

Thank you for the suggestion!