07-27-2004, 08:32 AM
i would change:
1. in grades 7-10 i would still believe in god(if i could go back) i hate the fact that i forgot everything i learned in catholic school and now have to relear it.
2. i would train everyday to become stronger(yet again if i could go back) so i could stick up for myself in high shcool, ane not be beaten up everyday
3. i would give me more self confidence, although i'm slowly doing that anyway...
4. i would make myself less lazy
5. i wouldn't have made thoes suicide attempts in grades 8, 9, and 10
6. and i would make myself a lot smarter, which i am also sorta doing, going to school and all, and slowly doing things and not being lazy.
so really i'm trying to improve myself now instead of just complaining about it, but i tend to dwell on the past too much...
1. in grades 7-10 i would still believe in god(if i could go back) i hate the fact that i forgot everything i learned in catholic school and now have to relear it.
2. i would train everyday to become stronger(yet again if i could go back) so i could stick up for myself in high shcool, ane not be beaten up everyday
3. i would give me more self confidence, although i'm slowly doing that anyway...
4. i would make myself less lazy
5. i wouldn't have made thoes suicide attempts in grades 8, 9, and 10
6. and i would make myself a lot smarter, which i am also sorta doing, going to school and all, and slowly doing things and not being lazy.
so really i'm trying to improve myself now instead of just complaining about it, but i tend to dwell on the past too much...