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I got dumped. Aint life a bitch?

Yesterday I got into it with one of my roommates and I ended up pulling a machete on him(we've since forgave eachother on that. It's a guy thing.)

She used that as an excuse to dump me. I didn't do a damn thing to her, Fuck, I didn't even do anything to the guy I pulled the freaking knife on.

Afterwards I went aimlessly from friend to friend trying to find someone who could help keep me from getting to the point of suicidal. It helped, helped enough to regroup to try and fix things up between me and my ex.

I started talking to a friend of hers who I THOUGHT was my friend to, and she decided to kick me repeatedly while I was down. Called me "fucking stupid" and "weird". I got tired of listening to her mouth so I called her a cunt and told her to fuck off and die.

Word got back to my Ex and now I have ZERO chance of fixing things back up.


HERE'S THE THING.

Looking over what has been said over the last two days, things are starting to piece together. Said 'friend' seemed to be a rather touchy topic with my ex, and after apologizing for what has been said, she kept trying to make me move on, finally giving up and telling me I NEVER would get a chance with my ex AGAIN.

It might just be me, but that little cunt seems to be rather well versed in what's been going on. Kinda like she orchestrated this shit from the get go.

Said friend and my ex dated three times in the past, and all three times broke up. Could it be that this friend was jealous of me managing to get farther than she did in all her attempts?

Or did my Ex just pull a bullshit move and used a fight between me and my roommate to cut me loose?

Either way, I'm done with this shit. People piss me off, Women piss me off. Human life in general pisses me off.


At least in a deluded land of furry make believe I won't get jerked around and have my heart ripped out.


I BOUGHT HER AN ENGAGEMENT RING FOR FUCK'S SAKE. Six months of my life...my fucking heart. All down the fucking drain.


So screw it. I'm done letting people in. You want to get to know me? You want me to trust you? FUCKING EARN IT.


That bitch burned the last bridge between me and nice.

Ah, I'm sorry.

Break ups are always hard, and friends almost never make it better, but that's who anybody goes to. Everybody gets over their ex at their own pace, but I guarantee that you will feel better eventually.

On the smaller mention, I've pulled knives and swords on my friends before. Women just don't get the act of having a sharp thing in your hand while arguing.

Back on the main topic, that really sucks.

I'm really sorry.

Ouch dude, but I cant say thats rough cus' you already know that.

I can say sorry but that wont do a thing, just give it time to heal is all I can say really.

Her reaction was understandable, but what's done is done and I hope you have a quick recovery from your broken heart.


You will always have your friends however, and to some that's worth more than a nugget of gold.

She probably used it as an excuse. Yes, you're weird, but if you take steps to make yourself clean and presentable, it won't matter as much. You should work on improving yourself and your life before trying again at a relationship.

It's hard.:P The one thing I have an issue in my current relationship is communication, but that's minor compared to other people I know. We're supposed to get married! And trust me, You Do Not Want To Leave A Woman Hanging. They will burn you alive.

Well, I'm done with her. I'm done with the stress. I can yell until I'm blue in the face, but it won't change what's happened. Might as well lock this thread.

Man...sucks to be you.

As you wished it, so it is now. Closed. Says Me, the Super-Mod.
heh heh I kind of wanted to say that.