02-02-2010, 04:31 AM
Yes. I am back. Kinda, just wanted to rant honestly. Well more or less try to get things off of my chest because I am not feeling myself lately. A life without reason is a life without hope? Yes a life without anything isnt a life right? What about a life without love? A life without the most significant other? I don't see the point in relationships a lot of the time. "It's about trust." Really? A relationship is about trust? Then we have been lied too a lot in our life then. "About love," I take it love is "Sex" in your dictionary? "Its about honesty" which falls in the same line as trust, yet again, I repeat. We have been lied to most of our life then. "Its about staying together." Screw that. I like being alone. I don't wanna be with one person my whole life.
"Oh but Ryan, you look through all of this with an unbiased opinion. When will you ever see the true light of love Ryan? What is love to you? Oh you poor sow." Says the enthusiasm of a nobody.
A love to me is a great friendship. There is no sex, no kids, no sad sap stories, no truth, no lies. Its all what you make it. In love we don't need sex, We dont need all the stupidity that romance throws us into making us beleive in nothing than stupidity. First off why in the world should we have to see things in the eyes of an average human being? Screw being average, Screw being normal, screw being the self gratitude persona we pull ourselves to be. I see things differently. I love violence, Riots, fear, all that good stuff. I wish for no one. But I contradict myself at times. I do and dont want someone near me. So maybe I am wrong. But who isnt? Everyone's opinions is wrong. If I am wrong. Then your wrong, then he is wrong, then so on so forth.
Don't show empathy to fakes. Don't feel remorse for when you have an opinion and you hurt someone with it. Don't feel bad if you die. And give your last prayer.
"My Jesus, I place all my sins before you. In my estimation They do not deserve pardon, But I ask you To close your eyes To my want of merit And open them To your infinite merit.
Since you willed To die for my sins, Grant me forgiveness For all of them. Thus, I may no longer feel The burden of my sins, A burden that oppresses me Beyond measure.
Assist me, dear Jesus, For I desire to become good No matter what the cost Take away, destroy, And utterly root out Whatever you find in me That is contrary To your holy will. At the same time, dear Jesus, illumine me So that I may walk in your holy light."
~Prayer for forgiveness.~
"WHAT?! YOU BELIEVE IN GOD? WHAT IS SUCH A MAN?!"
You can mix the theory of science and religion and still get a tasteful cake. Let me give you an example.
The big bang created the planet. Who created the universe? Who created cellular living creatures? Who created humans? Who created the supernova? Who created anything? It is a God. A God we shed doubt on all the time. I am no big religious buff. But we all have our believes.
"WHAT IS YOUR BELIEVE FOR WHEN YOU DIE?!"
when you die your mind and soul go into the heaven or hell of your choice. You make it what you want it. Your created fear is your hell, your created heaven is your paradise. A heaven to me is where all your fav people, fiction or real, shall be there in your own world. All you fav stuff, things, scenes, will be there. Daily. Never ending peace. Never ending hope, Never ending happiness. Thats what it is.
"Oh but Ryan, you look through all of this with an unbiased opinion. When will you ever see the true light of love Ryan? What is love to you? Oh you poor sow." Says the enthusiasm of a nobody.
A love to me is a great friendship. There is no sex, no kids, no sad sap stories, no truth, no lies. Its all what you make it. In love we don't need sex, We dont need all the stupidity that romance throws us into making us beleive in nothing than stupidity. First off why in the world should we have to see things in the eyes of an average human being? Screw being average, Screw being normal, screw being the self gratitude persona we pull ourselves to be. I see things differently. I love violence, Riots, fear, all that good stuff. I wish for no one. But I contradict myself at times. I do and dont want someone near me. So maybe I am wrong. But who isnt? Everyone's opinions is wrong. If I am wrong. Then your wrong, then he is wrong, then so on so forth.
Don't show empathy to fakes. Don't feel remorse for when you have an opinion and you hurt someone with it. Don't feel bad if you die. And give your last prayer.
"My Jesus, I place all my sins before you. In my estimation They do not deserve pardon, But I ask you To close your eyes To my want of merit And open them To your infinite merit.
Since you willed To die for my sins, Grant me forgiveness For all of them. Thus, I may no longer feel The burden of my sins, A burden that oppresses me Beyond measure.
Assist me, dear Jesus, For I desire to become good No matter what the cost Take away, destroy, And utterly root out Whatever you find in me That is contrary To your holy will. At the same time, dear Jesus, illumine me So that I may walk in your holy light."
~Prayer for forgiveness.~
"WHAT?! YOU BELIEVE IN GOD? WHAT IS SUCH A MAN?!"
You can mix the theory of science and religion and still get a tasteful cake. Let me give you an example.
The big bang created the planet. Who created the universe? Who created cellular living creatures? Who created humans? Who created the supernova? Who created anything? It is a God. A God we shed doubt on all the time. I am no big religious buff. But we all have our believes.
"WHAT IS YOUR BELIEVE FOR WHEN YOU DIE?!"
when you die your mind and soul go into the heaven or hell of your choice. You make it what you want it. Your created fear is your hell, your created heaven is your paradise. A heaven to me is where all your fav people, fiction or real, shall be there in your own world. All you fav stuff, things, scenes, will be there. Daily. Never ending peace. Never ending hope, Never ending happiness. Thats what it is.