11-25-2009, 01:45 PM
Today I thought of what I beleive in. Not so much honestly. I thought about this.
I quit beleiving in God. Why? Well when I beleived in God there was so much shit inside me that made me angry about sins and death. So then I realised that I beleive in Science more than God. Why? Well it's like this. The bible gives you one answer. "God" Science asks a question and answers it. Nifty eh? But thats not what this rant is entirley about.
I read a comic today. A stip. And it showed the Protagonists girlfriend being murdered. He killed the guy that killed her. This made me interested. I thought of it. He said "The Gods call me out to do this, I shall give the command out. If it is something I must do. Then I shall murder if told." When I thought of this I was thinking.
"Then maybe you and your "God" Should die." Thinking of the sins in the bible. I don't like murder. The only time I should ever have to kill someone is if my life is in danger. Or another one is. But when I thought more into the thought I realised this.
"I understand why it's painful. He watched his love one die right in front of his eyes having absolute no control over the situation at hand." That is why it was sad. Then I thought again.
"What could I have done if I was ever in the same situation? The one you loved is at the others hands. You can't move. Can't shoot if you don't have ANY sort of weapon. Can't talk out of it." Then I felt down for a second. "That would mean hopeless."
Like I said not much of a rant. Just something I felt awkward and realised. And I know "It's only a comic." But I am saying what if you where in the same situation the protagonist was in? What could you do? If you had no weapons and the guy refused to listen? The only thing I could think of is bum rush. You would hurt your loved one a bit. But its better than dieing right?
Also about the me and science thing. If there is a God out there. Then when I die is when I am going to find out. Even if I do burn in hell.
I quit beleiving in God. Why? Well when I beleived in God there was so much shit inside me that made me angry about sins and death. So then I realised that I beleive in Science more than God. Why? Well it's like this. The bible gives you one answer. "God" Science asks a question and answers it. Nifty eh? But thats not what this rant is entirley about.
I read a comic today. A stip. And it showed the Protagonists girlfriend being murdered. He killed the guy that killed her. This made me interested. I thought of it. He said "The Gods call me out to do this, I shall give the command out. If it is something I must do. Then I shall murder if told." When I thought of this I was thinking.
"Then maybe you and your "God" Should die." Thinking of the sins in the bible. I don't like murder. The only time I should ever have to kill someone is if my life is in danger. Or another one is. But when I thought more into the thought I realised this.
"I understand why it's painful. He watched his love one die right in front of his eyes having absolute no control over the situation at hand." That is why it was sad. Then I thought again.
"What could I have done if I was ever in the same situation? The one you loved is at the others hands. You can't move. Can't shoot if you don't have ANY sort of weapon. Can't talk out of it." Then I felt down for a second. "That would mean hopeless."
Like I said not much of a rant. Just something I felt awkward and realised. And I know "It's only a comic." But I am saying what if you where in the same situation the protagonist was in? What could you do? If you had no weapons and the guy refused to listen? The only thing I could think of is bum rush. You would hurt your loved one a bit. But its better than dieing right?
Also about the me and science thing. If there is a God out there. Then when I die is when I am going to find out. Even if I do burn in hell.