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My god the only thing I hate worse then pain is more pain. So now I have a ear infection. Don't know how I got it. Just woke up yesterday morning my ear hurt and i had to go to the Dr anyway so they told me "You have a ear infection."

No fucking surprise. So after cursing at god (Literally) about all the fucking karma in the world that could possibly happen pain seems to be the best thing god has for me. My left side of my face hurts. My left ear hurts. I am irritated at my fucking brother because of a game of madden. <=== The only game I think he could cheat in. Then next to all that I am angry. Angry at a lot of things.

People seem to be more pissed at me when I am CALM but when I am angry they are all "buddy buddy" With me all of a sudden. Why not? hang with the guy that is royally pissed off. And the people I want to talk to online want nothing to do with me (Oh why not? To angry for my own god fucking sakes?) I am having so much problems with believing and religion and pain and everything else. Its a fucking disaster of a fucking week. I can't find anyone I would love to date. Cant find anyone I want to love. Why the fuck do i keep trying anyway?

So with all that bull shit let me explain why I got angry at madden. And I ask for you to please. PLEASE dont relate any past incidents or even mention "Yea i suck at this to" No. I dont want to hear about madden. Let me list why I hate madden.

1.If you have computer trying to intercept the ball they turn around and run the oppisote direction of where the ball is going to go.

2. When you throw the ball instead of going to the guy it goes a completely different area instead.

3. Never play with a guy who screen watches you then watches your controller. That is the guy that could name all the plans you make and name all the mistakes your going to make. A pro huh? Funny.

4. If you hate football and just wanna play it. Walk away. It's not worth it.

My brother is a complete screen watcher. When we play halo I am right behind him. (No radar) Then all of a sudden turns around then knows where to shoot me. My brother see's me scoping him with a sniper rifle. He grabs one hides then shoots me in the head. knowing every move I make. Screen watchers suck ass. I can handle spawn campers.

Next to all this I have someone who asks me to make him a sig. He wants it to be cute. I told him "I dont do cute" He says surprise him. I give him this.



Thats as cute as I could get.

"Doesn't seem cute to me sorry." Okay thats fine. Don't use it. Remind you I have a big migraine at the time. I didnt want to hear anything else so I sign off. Ugh. Tired and annoyed. Fuck my life!!

...Interesting. People pity you when you get angry, when I get angry people say "Deal with it. That's life" I'm not saying that to you, but from what I think...you're better at getting people's attention than me, be it positive or negative.

Its like this. The less attention you want you get more. The more you want you get less. Sometimes I want people to leave me alone. But then all of a sudden. BOOM they are right there bugging the shit out of me. *shrugs* It isnt fun.

If you didn't want attention, you wouldn't be posting here, now wouldya~?


But, for real, that all sounds pretty shit. It's a drag. But you can only really get on with it. Or kill yourself.


Oh, but, remember, suicide is never the answer. Or something along those lines.


Wow, i'm unhelpful. Apologies~

xD I feel better. Just getting the sniffles and crap. My ear infection is gone. But the reason I post here is because it is to rant about everything that pisses you off. xD XD