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Okay not a lot of you know why i say what i say or do what i do. A good chunk say i do it out of spite to just be an ass. You could say that or you could just know the facts. I can not tell you what i have. Well i can its just i don't know how to spell it XD. Autism <==Got it right! yay. Anyway this makes it hard for me to understand rough things the right way. I have more of an open mind. More to speak than to think. I think a lot of times. But this is not why i am making this topic. I might be de-modded soon for my own and other reasons. But let me explain somethings and get these things off of my chest.

Remember when i made that topic to get a reaction off of members? Yes i know what i did was wrong. And i know for a fact it was. I (Or at least i hope i did) said sorry. If i didn't I am sorry. No i am not saying this because of the fact I might get demodded. I am saying this because i want to try to make more friends than loose them. But if i cant speak for myself or at all then damn it i am going to speak! Look Sonic Howler. I didn't need the advice and i know like the million times you told me it was just advice. But look man i don't need it because i know what i did. You shouldn't have passed down advice you didn't even care for anyway man. I am sorry you either saw things wrong or i just couldn't stand it anymore. I was tired of being taken down like a piece of trash. I know i know you hate me still because of last time. One time. ONE. I messed up.

Next to that it seems like that no matter how much i try to speak what ever i say it thrown back the wrong direction. And now when i try to even talk for myself people take it offensive. Guys i am trying to change my ways. If you cant or if you don't want me to i am sorry. Guys also tell me now. Do you want me here? If you don't let me know now and ill leave. Masquerade will understand if i leave. Ill be able to pass some sort of message by a mediator. But from these actions i am getting it seems like you guys want me to leave. No i am not saying this to get a fucking reaction (Getting tired of this. If i do it once it is taken to literal forever.) But i am being honest. Dead honest. Do you want me on this forum?

AWL i know you don't know or like of me much (From what i have read) But darkchibimon did give me his pass on msn to get a mail and a site. I was just browsing around. (Guys only him and DC knows what I am talking about so don't try to understand it) But i didn't hack anything. Next to that dude. If you have an issue with it don't be afraid to bring it to me. Not Wolfe. It was an issue between you and me and Chibi. (Not really chibi but you know what i mean) So please me try not to take it the wrong way.

Guys i have been trying to change for a while (Except to MK) and i am trying to get some honest opinions. So don't be afraid to be honest.

Thanks for listening.

~Ryan~

Gee thanks for that last piece. Anyways, I do want you to stay.

Only thing I got to say about this is the same I said the other time: If you want to leave, nobody's stopping you, if you want to stay, nobody's forcing you out.

Look, if you screwed up, and you know it was your fault, you got to live with it, and if people haunt you for it, then unfortunately you can't do much but agree, and continue with what you believe in. If you believe you can change, then do it, if someone's not being nice about it, ignore them and continue with what you think is right. I don't know what's going on this time Ryan, but if it's because Big T turned down your offer to help with the updating because you aren't trustworthy, then unfortunately that is true as well, you banned someone out of anger, there is absolutely nothing that warrants us you won't do something worse if you're given the Main Site's pass data. This, however, does not mean we want you out of the forum.

So just forget about the negatives you're getting, and move on. If people want to dwell on the past, so be it, but also, remember there's a limit to everything, and when you lose someone's trust, it's not a matter of "Sure, go ahead." just like that. You gotta work hard, but if you keep asking to be mod and then don't work hard enough to maintain it and keep asking people to de-mod you to then ask to be re-modded, you're gonna mix everybody's oppinion of you, lol.

(05-23-2009, 11:17 AM)DragonMasterX Wrote: [ -> ]Only thing I got to say about this is the same I said the other time: If you want to leave, nobody's stopping you, if you want to stay, nobody's forcing you out.

Look, if you screwed up, and you know it was your fault, you got to live with it, and if people haunt you for it, then unfortunately you can't do much but agree, and continue with what you believe in. If you believe you can change, then do it, if someone's not being nice about it, ignore them and continue with what you think is right. I don't know what's going on this time Ryan, but if it's because Big T turned down your offer to help with the updating because you aren't trustworthy, then unfortunately that is true as well, you banned someone out of anger, there is absolutely nothing that warrants us you won't do something worse if you're given the Main Site's pass data. This, however, does not mean we want you out of the forum.

So just forget about the negatives you're getting, and move on. If people want to dwell on the past, so be it, but also, remember there's a limit to everything, and when you lose someone's trust, it's not a matter of "Sure, go ahead." just like that. You gotta work hard, but if you keep asking to be mod and then don't work hard enough to maintain it and keep asking people to de-mod you to then ask to be re-modded, you're gonna mix everybody's oppinion of you, lol.

I know DMX. It's just i want to stay. But if others dont want me to then ill leave. I just feel to ask. also no its not about Bit
t. That i can understand. Its about something else.

Quote:It's just i want to stay. But if others dont want me to then ill leave.

Do as you like, but remember that if you let others make a choice for you, you'll end up regretting it in the long run, and as cold as it may sound, people will start to get tired of you coming and going all the time. I'm not saying you will keep doing it, but give it more consideration than: "If some people don't like me I'll go away." Or else, you're just contradicting yourself.

(05-23-2009, 12:09 PM)DragonMasterX Wrote: [ -> ]

Quote:It's just i want to stay. But if others dont want me to then ill leave.

Do as you like, but remember that if you let others make a choice for you, you'll end up regretting it in the long run, and as cold as it may sound, people will start to get tired of you coming and going all the time. I'm not saying you will keep doing it, but give it more consideration than: "If some people don't like me I'll go away." Or else, you're just contradicting yourself.

This is why its final. I have proven to myself if i quit i can stay off.

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ssorry for the DP i found a better way to resolve this. Ill just be away for a couple of days okay? Get some steam off with some porn and hard work. XD K guys try not to hurt yourselfs while im gone. :P

Okay, first off i'd like to say that i'm glad you're seeing the bad side of trolling better (i'm talking about your thread to get reactions off people) and that i'm glad to hear you're trying to be better at socialising. But if you really want to make friends, tone down the bluntness of your attitude. People respond better to someone who seemed pleased to be talking with them, for example:
A: Hey whats up?
B: hey there, how're you doing man?
now if B replied
B: my feelings are not important.
then A would feel alienated and not likely to want to talk much. I know you have Autism, but it really isn't hard to learn how people work. I've probably got a list as long as Megidramon's tail of things that are up with me, but i still try to make people feel welcome when talking to me.

Secondly, you're a great artist on photoshop and i've seen and marveled at your work. You've made your own group which turned out to be quite popular contrary to my belief and it is quite interesting how you bonded together so many in the name of creativity. If YOU want to leave, then the gates are open friend, but like DMX says don't let people make the choice for you.

One more thing, your fued with Darkchibimon shouldn't have any concern with me so i apologise for not being able to address your final point. Oh and Magus isn't that bad, she can be catty and rather outspoken but she has some redeeming qualities.

Something i will say though is that if you honestly are trying to make more friends then enemies, think about what i said of people wanting to be respected. Also try to understand how to talk to certain people in ways they would appreciate, even if they dislike some of the stuff you like or vice versa. You can feel free to discard this advise, or use it.

I don't want you to leave, you can be sure of that.

One second while I look at what catty and outspoken means... however in context I'm going to guess something bad, and I respond with "Everyone Jump On Magus Day!" think about it, it'll grow on you too!

1) Catty
Adjective
[-tier, -tiest] Informal spiteful: her remarks were amusing and only slightly catty
cattiness n
So true.

2) out·spo·ken
Pronunciation:
\ˌau̇t-ˈspō-kən\
Function:
adjective
Date:
circa 1808
1 : direct and open in speech or expression : frank
2 : spoken or expressed without reserve
Hey! I consider that to be a positive point about me! x3

(05-23-2009, 10:42 AM)Ryan Wrote: [ -> ]If you have an issue with it don't be afraid to bring it to me. Not Wolfe. It was an issue between you and me and Chibi.

When did I ever bring anything to Wolfe?

(05-24-2009, 11:20 PM)Angewomons_Lover Wrote: [ -> ]

(05-23-2009, 10:42 AM)Ryan Wrote: [ -> ]If you have an issue with it don't be afraid to bring it to me. Not Wolfe. It was an issue between you and me and Chibi.

When did I ever bring anything to Wolfe?

Try remembering. Either way i am surprised this topic isnt lock. If you dont remember discuss over PM. DMX lock this please.