School is TOO HARD and i'm TOO DUMB and TOO TIRED!
I can't do work, and i can't revise and i don't care!
Is it easy to get into porn? I'm not bad looking, and i think it's the best option for my future.
I'm sick of always working and always having stuff to do and having so many exams and deadlines! And if anyone replies to this saying 'Wait until you've got a job!' Or something along the lines of 'It just gets harder from here on out.' I'LL JUST KILL EVERYONE!
Plus, i was in hospital a couple days ago 'cause i couldn't breathe, so i'm still waaaay ill! And tomorrow i've gotta sit a history extended essay, which i don't know anything for, and my art deadline is tomorrow, and i've got two english essays, AAAAAND a maths NAAAAAAB!
Maybe i should just work in a cafe. Hachiko has no qualifications or anything, she's happy! But she's preggers...
Waaaah!
Yeah. School is hard. I mean, that's pretty much all I can say. There's no way to get around it, unless you WANT to become a porn star. It's only hard for me because I procrastinate, but if you say you're too dumb, that's bull shit (excuse me; don't mean to sound harsh, Mian, 'cause you're cool ^^). You're only dumb because you say your dumb. When average effort doesn't cut it, knock it up another notch. Give more effort. Since effort is intangible and unlimited, you can never give all of it. Pull out all the stops--maximize how much you try. Although the road is hard, the reward is 10 times better (or however many times it will take to make you see that it's worth it and I also didn't mean to sound like a fortune cookie--Confuscious say "The road of life is a hard one, but falling off of the cliff next to the road and landing on the pointy rocks below is even harder." =3)
So, don't say you're dumb, Mian, because you're not. And all of us get tired--we're only human. There were times when I thought about giving up, but then I remembered that I had goals that I was determined to accomplish and that keeps me fueled. Plus, the time of my schooling is finally drawing to a close, and that makes me work even harder. Set some goals for yourself--none of which involve becoming a porn star. You'll see that they help. =3
I'm sorry if that seemed long-winded, but I'm only trying to give you the best advice that I can because you're my friend (even though we've never talked; you can PM me if you want ^^). I consider you a friend. =3 And if you wish not to heed my advice, that's fine. Just make sure you don't keep everything bottled up inside because that's not very healthy.
Anywaaaaaaaays, I think I've said enough for now. (Everyone can clap now--I'm finished XD).
Say, you're dealing with stress, dude. Doesn't mean you're retarded though. It's a lot easier to blame your stress on the easiest thing that comes to mind, in your case, school. You know school will eventually be over, and if you don't go with it through the end, you will permanently, even if you don't wanna admit it now, regret it until the end of your days.
Sure, do whatever you see fit for your life, you can never learn if you don't make mistakes. But remember one thing, if you don't trial, you don't error. Without mistakes, you don't learn about yourself, and that would be spiritually a complete waste. Parties will feel a lot better if you know you're fully enjoying the free time, instead of constantly wondering: "What if...?" So uh, again, do as you see fit, but make sure you won't end up regretting any choice in the future. Being dumb is precisely that. Mistakes can easily be solved, but royal screw ups that would only be solved if you went back in time are things that will hurt forever.
Okie tough love bud. Look school isnt to hard. All you have to do is listen to what they tell you to and do what they told you to do excatly. You see no matter what dont ask numorus of questions to make it harder. Doing it excatly you will not have as hard of a time.It doesnt help much but thats how it is.
Its not too hard. Just put your mind into it. I am sure you can do it.
You think school's hard, wait til real life clocks in. Then you'll really want to kill everyone.
Hell, I almost cut into one of my coworkers the other night with my store-issued boxcutter. I wanted to fuck his ass up so bad.... just cut him along the flaps like a freaking box. Either that, or go home, grab my rifle, and start hunting down anyone in a blue uniform.
Best thing you can do is sleep. Sleep more. RP more. Do as much as possible to escape reality, before it makes you snap and go postal.
Oh maaaan, I know how you feel Mian! I have an outline plan, research topic and extended essay for history that SOMEHOW managed to disappear, hence I have nothing to submit to my history teacher, Ms. THEDEVIL. She wants 800 words on the extended essay, 150 for the outline plan, 150 for the intro, 150 for the evaluation of sources and she wants it tomorrow.
I can NOT draw still life in art, but our teacher, Mr. Bono- I mean- Mr. Maloney, is a pretty cool and supportive guy.
Oh, my English teacher expects an A+ on an essay I'm going to TRY and finish at lunch before his class. *sob*
And I failed my Maths Mock Exams. I am now flailing to keep up.
...and since I haven't become an EU student yet, I'll have to pay double the college fee. So to avoid that, I have to REPEAT ALL OF THE ABOVE for one more year.
Sometimes, I just want to quit, end it all, cuz I know I'll just end up in a crappy position. But I've got some dreams. I want to repay my parents for all the money they spent on my education, I want to become rich, not famous, so I can afford to give every homeless I see a 10 Euro bill (yes, yes, I was a very fantastical child), I want to donate to animal shelters, get a home, raise a family, GET A DOG, someday meet up with my friends online... I've been stressing for over 13 years of school in over three countries. What's one more year?
Push yourself. Get the dig in. You're not dumb, you're very intelligent (Though not as intelligent as Wisemon) and I respect you for how unique you are. Stress is the enemy. Negative thoughts are the enemy's friends. You'll do great if you just- no, I'm not going to say "believe in yourself" XD, if you just work hard, play harder, and smile at those ugly steps up those endless stairs, no matter how hard it is, and how much harder it gets to climb. If you fall, get back up, rest, then keep climbing.
Oh, and masturbate regularly.
You know, i didn't expect replies to make me feel better, but they actually have.
I'm gonna do my best from now on!
Well, i always tried to do my best, but i'm actually gonna apply myself!
Thanks a lot everyone. And Ray, i freaking love that; 'work hard, play harder, and smile at those ugly steps up those endless stairs'.
I'm so gonna quote that!
CHA! Mian, out. ^^
Yeah, school is the worst. I mean I like learning and I like the challenge but school feels like such a prison that it makes all that not even worth it. I am so glad that I have all my electives this semester because it gives be time to relax and calm down. But the god-damned AP exams are coming soon and that's gonna inevitably stress me out.
I just try to remain calm and just go with the flow. (Wow I sounded like such a hippie.)
Quote:Plus, i was in hospital a couple days ago 'cause i couldn't breathe, so i'm still waaaay ill!
You said you smoke, didn't you? You can attribute just about any breathing problems to that.
As for school, just pay attention in class, read your textbooks, and get plenty of sleep. If you do all of those and you still can't understand, try harder to understand. If you still can't understand, pretend like you understand. For example, I probably set the record for writing essay answers on calculus exams.
Yay! I made it up on the spot and wondered if it sounded cheesy, but hey, quote all you want! Just glad it was liked! XD