What's wrong with me?

[Venin]

I don't care if people think this is emo, I jsut have to let it out. I've only just join a couple of weeks ago and from what I'm seeing; most people don't care. And why? I'll tell you, it's because I'm just not liked as much, it's not just because I'm new. I've looked at the reputation levels of various people, and even guys newer than me have at least some reputation. That's probably they were like from the first post. But no, not me, not Venin, I got off to a rather bad start, and from my opinion, I assumed people thought I wasn't going to be all that. I believe that most people just don't like me. Sure I can have an attitude sometimes, but I try so hard not to. I've seen the reputation of some well-known people and thought How were they liked by others. I remember the first nice reply I got was from someone called MP2E. I don't what he's like but he's well-known. And then there's this DragonmasterX person. Everyone thinks he's amazing, including me. Great friend, great RPGer, great...mod. Compared to me...well, I don't even compare; I'm not very enjoyable, I'm too shy to go on any RPG for fear of making a complete fool out of myself (which I seem to do every other time here) and my reputation is 0 when everyone else is at least 1. So I ask you. all who've seen me post; what is wrong with me?...and there's my emo speech...I need serious help...

[Wisemon]

You could try paragraph breaks. I think most people appreciate those.

I know what it's like to feel disliked, not here, but by society and peers in general. Unfortunately, the more you think about why people don't like you and ask why not, the less people like you. It sucks that it is that way, but it is.

[Guilmon and a shotgun]

Reputation isn't earned by moaning about it now is it? You're new, thats undeniable, but your Rep is based on what you've done. DragonMasterX does his own thing, he roleplays alot , he's also contributed to the website with 17 lemons and people like it so you can see why he's got such a good reputation.

My advice is not to ask whats wrong with yourself, but ask yourself what good can you do for others? You're human, you're a teenager, you've bound to have some creativity inside you that would have some value.

[DragonMasterX]

And come to RP with us too o; Can't get reps if you stay here sulking about not having any! Oh, and if you refer to newbs having +1 everywhere that's probably Ray. He +1s everybody/thing. Stones and scissors included. Don't take it so seriously!

[Ryan]

I rather be not well known. But trust me. You go around to talk to others and if you go around and become friends. You become more well known sooner this way. But this is not something you worry about to often my friend. Because being well known isnt always a good thing. Trust me. I am well known. Its either for my graphics or what i have done before. So being well known isnt always a good thing. But keep coming on and posting, rping, writing stories. Then you will become well known with a positive reputation as well. ^_^

[Venin]

Yeah, I kinda just figured that complaining about it does little good. I just...I tend to beat myself up over even the smallest of things, probably just to get the frustration out of me. I know that doesn't do me any good either, though I'm kinda doing it right now, I post this then have second thoughts and I start to feel guilty. I can be pretty emotional sometimes and I think holding it in only causes social problems...anyway, thanks for the support.

[Ryan]

Hey dont think down on it. Thats what the rant section is for. lol. I use this thing more often then any other board. I dont have anything to rant about yet so yay.

[DragonMasterX]

Hey, Venin. Don't think. It does the body bad. :3

Edit: Unless you're trying to solve a puzzle that will somehow execute someone or yourself if you've failed to do it in a set period of time, that is.

[Kurtz]

Everyone's new at one point. Reputation marks mean nothing. Person might be thought of as 'good', but might be jackasses.

Eh, just don't fret over it much. Try not letting the little things get to you, Venin. Play in a few forum games, post about, join RPs. As they say, popularity doesn't come from sitting on your butt. Make a name for yourself! :3

Let out your problems and talk about them, that usually helps too. There's nothing wrong with you really. :P

[Crimson Fox]

Heh, I know how you feel, I was worried about fitting in when I first joined. Everyone pretty much gave you the right idea. Just stick around and post around a little more or RP, people will start to notice you more. You're more than welcome to join in on some of the games or whatever. Don't worry about being perfect, just do the best you can, eh.