10-10-2008, 09:00 AM
First before i start this rant take my mod ship away. Nothing special that makes me want this but if i do my job i get bitched at but thats a total different story.
Today i keep on thinking to my self after quoted from a douche bag that is somehow my friend who fucks every girl he knows. Says this "Ryan you gave up on one relatioship that went bad and you want to be alone and you are a failure." I shrugged it off. I like being alone. But i want to have a relationship thats like a friend ship. I dont want that type of relationship where i get a girl she wants me if i give me to her then she ditches. I dont want that. The reason why i am saying this is on october 27 which is in a couple of weeks. But i turn 16. I am going to be aloud to date. But the girl who likes me is older than me i cant date her she is over aged.(19) But like others say the only reason they like me is because i am like one in a million boys. I am kind but yet i can be somewhat perverted. But the thing is i am not the biggest i joke sometimes and they dont care. But i dont find any girl or guy that perks my intrest. I cant see myself with anyone here. I mean i am not a big talk person. But the girls that try to talk to me..... I cant stand them. There arent any cute guys either in this school. Man sometimes i miss Rutherfordton. There where attractive wemon hell even some men. But the problem is i dont care much on what i am. I am Bi. But the thing like i keep on saying. I feel alone. But i like being alone. I dont like beng in public. Idk i hope for best.
PS
Meagus knight. I dont gave a fling fleck about what you do. I am quitting my mod ship because i cant stand being the one being the bad guy. I am "Wrong" All the time i know. But i dont care. My private ime. No one can ruion it.
Today i keep on thinking to my self after quoted from a douche bag that is somehow my friend who fucks every girl he knows. Says this "Ryan you gave up on one relatioship that went bad and you want to be alone and you are a failure." I shrugged it off. I like being alone. But i want to have a relationship thats like a friend ship. I dont want that type of relationship where i get a girl she wants me if i give me to her then she ditches. I dont want that. The reason why i am saying this is on october 27 which is in a couple of weeks. But i turn 16. I am going to be aloud to date. But the girl who likes me is older than me i cant date her she is over aged.(19) But like others say the only reason they like me is because i am like one in a million boys. I am kind but yet i can be somewhat perverted. But the thing is i am not the biggest i joke sometimes and they dont care. But i dont find any girl or guy that perks my intrest. I cant see myself with anyone here. I mean i am not a big talk person. But the girls that try to talk to me..... I cant stand them. There arent any cute guys either in this school. Man sometimes i miss Rutherfordton. There where attractive wemon hell even some men. But the problem is i dont care much on what i am. I am Bi. But the thing like i keep on saying. I feel alone. But i like being alone. I dont like beng in public. Idk i hope for best.
PS
Meagus knight. I dont gave a fling fleck about what you do. I am quitting my mod ship because i cant stand being the one being the bad guy. I am "Wrong" All the time i know. But i dont care. My private ime. No one can ruion it.
