I need to let it all out... (HUFF-HUFF-HUFF) :shock:

[Gunter VanCrimson]

I think what wise meant was that if you wanted to kill yourself with a spoon then you'd have to use it to help you inject drugs into you. Since that would kill you later.

mm, okay. but I was looking for instantanious death. -I didn't want to wait for it!

A fact told me that no sleep whatsoever will kill you in ten days, when your body suddenly becomes exhausted and gives up on you. (you were barely dozing off for what, five weeks? :shock:)

Best of luck on your search: how's life now that you have a clear mind?

that was all close- I guess. all I remember was not being able to move, I couldn't feel anything, all I did was stare ahead. then I shut my eyes for a few seconds- and woke up at 6:54 pm the next afternoon. roughly twelve hours.

thanks, I'll need it- oh... and my old saying was life is forever dull and gray, would somebody, please, take it away? now, I've changed it. life was once horrible- dull and gray, but not anymore, I'm here to stay

Good luck, hope Charlie is alright

Thank you. I'm leaving in a few minutes.

no sleep is bad. I remember back as I was awake for 100 hours without sleep between. Well, you can trust me that I won't do that again.

I'm glad to read that drugs are no option for you. ^^ They are really bad and can ruin people. I wouldn't take any of those either, no matter how much I'd get for it.

I'd go and ask around in the town too before you search everywhere. Maybe you should try to make some flyers and pin them on open places. Good luck on the search.

thanks mr. tiamat, I'll try the flyers.