I was going to say dump him, but saw where you mention he was going to kill himself. Seriously even I have autism, and I tried kill myself but I couldn't because what is the point of doing it when it looks scary to do it in the heart; especially for a guy(who isn't worth it when he cheats)? Of course I do get depressed but I quickly got into a on/off relationships making guys a rebound for works. I stop doing that as I got into college. My trust issues was a huge hassle as the guys always cheated on me or never interested in relationships in the first place*it must be from the weird hormones I got from a teenager or whatever*. And later on I stop trying to pursue guys and let guys ask me out(cause what's the point that 100% of them usually ended up dumping me when I asked them to go out with me anyways?)
After nearly a year of being single; I did had temptations but I either knew or somehow felt I was never going to be happy if there's a chance I might get rejected from a guy or he doesn't feel the same way or he might do something that he could hurt me like the other guys in the past. That is when Bee entered my life at first, I had mixed feelings as he knows I'm not into certain fetishes he likes. But then he suddenly adjusts along me suddenly adapting to some of his fetishes and changed his mind and had a steady relationships. We had some arguments but we always give kisses and make love for it.
It's better for a guy to do anything for you and loves you for you not beauty(even though Bee calls me beautiful, whenever I'm felt I'm not pretty he always tries his best to cheer me up). I still wouldn't trust that guy who cheated on you. That's from a girl who been a guy who did say that did cheated on me with a girl and even took my stuff and took my money ingame(most of my relationships is either here or in the game I used to play 'Ragnarok'). So yeah...a cheater always a cheater.
And from my boyfriend I trust him completely because knowing him, he doesn't like strangers, and the hot chicks he knows are usually bitchy around him or mean to him. I treat him nice and with love.
After nearly a year of being single; I did had temptations but I either knew or somehow felt I was never going to be happy if there's a chance I might get rejected from a guy or he doesn't feel the same way or he might do something that he could hurt me like the other guys in the past. That is when Bee entered my life at first, I had mixed feelings as he knows I'm not into certain fetishes he likes. But then he suddenly adjusts along me suddenly adapting to some of his fetishes and changed his mind and had a steady relationships. We had some arguments but we always give kisses and make love for it.
It's better for a guy to do anything for you and loves you for you not beauty(even though Bee calls me beautiful, whenever I'm felt I'm not pretty he always tries his best to cheer me up). I still wouldn't trust that guy who cheated on you. That's from a girl who been a guy who did say that did cheated on me with a girl and even took my stuff and took my money ingame(most of my relationships is either here or in the game I used to play 'Ragnarok'). So yeah...a cheater always a cheater.
And from my boyfriend I trust him completely because knowing him, he doesn't like strangers, and the hot chicks he knows are usually bitchy around him or mean to him. I treat him nice and with love.
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