03-26-2003, 04:45 PM
ARGH...It's like I'm losing my mojo for writing lemons...I don't feel it anymore...It's GONE!!...Someone stole it!!...DID YOU!?...Please give it back...-_-...
For example...I'm in the middle of writing this S&M scene between Juri and Ruki...And...For some reason I just...Snapped...And...Now...Well...Let's just say Juri was the only one the arise from the mess...But don't worry...That scene was more of a dream...No, nightmare...Oops...Giving away too much...
And I remember reviewing some of my old archived lemon scenes...And...Sure there's this slight improvement going up...But The improvement stops...And I want to do better dammit!!...I know I can do better!!...ARGH...Sorry...But I guess this should be in the rants section...But...I just want to share this with other writers out there...I mean...I've had my busy life, writer's block, and all sorts of delays...But I really don't feel it anymore...Well one tiny theory is that I haven't received ANY feedback for my fics...And if I do...It's usually some immature jerk who's masturbating while reading my lemons... :? ...
Sure lemons are to be, well, enjoyed...But I don't jerk off when I read em...Hmmm...That brings up something...Do YOU jerk off/masturbate or even finger yourself when you read an arousing lemon scene??
For example...I'm in the middle of writing this S&M scene between Juri and Ruki...And...For some reason I just...Snapped...And...Now...Well...Let's just say Juri was the only one the arise from the mess...But don't worry...That scene was more of a dream...No, nightmare...Oops...Giving away too much...
And I remember reviewing some of my old archived lemon scenes...And...Sure there's this slight improvement going up...But The improvement stops...And I want to do better dammit!!...I know I can do better!!...ARGH...Sorry...But I guess this should be in the rants section...But...I just want to share this with other writers out there...I mean...I've had my busy life, writer's block, and all sorts of delays...But I really don't feel it anymore...Well one tiny theory is that I haven't received ANY feedback for my fics...And if I do...It's usually some immature jerk who's masturbating while reading my lemons... :? ...
Sure lemons are to be, well, enjoyed...But I don't jerk off when I read em...Hmmm...That brings up something...Do YOU jerk off/masturbate or even finger yourself when you read an arousing lemon scene??